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insecurity 101

see, it used to be like this:

i'd be sitting in my chair, minding

my own business, being bored as

hell and wanting very badly to talk

to you. your green light showed me

that you were online, but my finger

tripped over the enter key and

refused to be the first one to say

something. it's not empowering

and it's not pretty, but it was the

reality for me and it is for nearly every

other single and lonely teenage girl.

sometimes it's still like that,

but now things are different. now

we're actually dating and it's socially

acceptable to message you more

often than i should, sometimes i still

feel like "what am i doing why am i

still talking to you because you're

probably bored of me and i don't

even know why you'd want to talk

to me in the first place but i really

need to talk to you so don't stop."

and that's what insecurity is, kids.