Soongyu - For All To See

:: What If It Were Us? ::

   "E-Explain?... What the fuck guys!? What were you doi-... Why were you kissing?!" Hansol's eyes kept darting back and forth between Mingyu and Soonyoung and then the clothes on the ground.
   Mingyu and Soonyoung had just had sex, hadn't they?... Hansol felt his stomach drop at the thought. What did that mean? What was their relationship? Why was he so angry?

   Seungkwan groaned at all the yelling whilst still laying across Hansol's back, though he never opened his eyes, Seungkwan simply adjusted his position to get more comfortable. However this seemed to be enough to drag Hansol out of his shock. Hansol adjusted his grip on Seungkwan's thighs, lifting Seungkwan up slightly so he didn't risk falling before focusing back on the blushing pair in front of him.

   Hansol's eyebrows furrowed as his gaze settled on Soonyoung's face, ignoring Mingyu entirely. Soonyoung looked scared and humiliated and Hansol briefly found himself feeling guilty for how abrupt he'd just been, but nevertheless he was still so angry.
   But not at Mingyu or Soonyoung, but at the situation he'd found himself in. The night had already took a weird turn before arriving home. He'd just kissed Seungkwan and been telling himself nothing could ever happen - how could it?!
   It would ruin everything that the members of SEVENTEEN had worked for. Yet here he was now... Looking at a situation that was hitting far too close to home...

   "Hansol, please... I-..." Soonyoung tried to talk up but Hansol cut him off.

   "I'll go and put Seungkwan to bed. No one else has come back yet so you have time to... wash." Hansol spoke the last word through gritted teeth, "I'll wait for you both in the living room, you have some explaining to do." Hansol turned his body in the door way about to head to Seungkwan's room before he paused, "Oh, and Soonyoung-hyung... Open a window, it reeks in here..."
   With that Hansol left, the door still wide open as he went to put Seungkwan to bed.

   Hansol had never moved so quickly before in his life, fleeing away from the scene towards Seungkwan's bedroom, forcing the door open as fast as he could before slamming it closed behind him causing Seungkwan to jump on his back - surprised by the noise and waking up in the process.

   "W-What?" Seungkwan's grip around Hansol tightened, making Hansol realise he'd just scared the older male.

   "O-Oh... Sorry Kwannie, I didn't mean to slam the door so hard." Hansol lied through a faint smile.
   He wouldn't tell Seungkwan about what he just saw, he couldn't. Not just because it didn't feel right to tell someone else what he'd just seen - he wouldn't do that to neither Mingyu or Soonyoung, especially without hearing their explanations first; but mostly because he was scared of Seungkwan's reaction.

   Mingyu and Soonyoung were apparently in an intimate relationship and that much was undeniable now. But why was Hansol now wondering what it would be like if it was himself and Seungkwan in that position instead?
   Although shock and anger had been his initial reaction to what he'd witnessed, a part of his subconscious had found an ounce of hope. Was it possible to be something more with another member? If Mingyu and Soonyoung could, why couldn't he?

   Gritting his teeth, he shook his head slightly and forced the idea down - now wasn't the time to be irrational.
   Moving towards Seungkwan's bed Hansol crouched down just enough to carefully place Seungkwan down on the bed whilst he frowned, standing up straight with his back still facing the older male. He didn't think he could handle seeing Seungkwan react with disgust or disapproval to Mingyu or Soonyoung because that would truly signal that Hansol didn't stand a chance.

   "Are you ok, Nonnie?" Hansol paused and looked back down at Seungkwan, forcing a small smile as he looked at Seungkwan's perplexed and adorably innocent expression. Oh, if only you knew... Hansol thought, if only you knew how I'd just kissed you and then what had just been happening in the other room. You'd freak...