Soongyu - For All To See

:: What If It Were Us? ::

   He was finding it hard to keep his eyes open and Hansol must have noticed this as Hansol stand up and moved in front of Seungkwan, crouching down in front of him with his back facing the older male, "Climb on. I'll carry you, just promise not to throw up?"

   Seungkwan had been about to complain and refuse, unhappy at the throwing up comment, but his words were caught in his throat as he felt Hansol gently move his hands behind Seungkwan's legs and giving them a slight pull, edging Seungkwan closer to him - not taking no for an answer.

   Seungkwan felt his cheeks go bright red but he knew there was no point in turning Hansol down, so he leaned forward, his chest pressing against Seungkwan's back as his arms wrapped around Hansol's neck, careful not to choke the younger male as he clung on.

   He could practically hear Hansol smile as the younger male adjusted his grip on Seungkwan's legs and stood upright, throwing Seungkwan up just a little so the position was comfier on his back, his hands pressing into Seungkwan's thighs as he held the older male against him.

   God this was driving Seungkwan insane, being so close to Hansol like this and feeling the younger male's hands be so close to his ass.

   "You've gotten lighter, Kwannie. Are you eating enough?" Hansol chuckled as he began to walk the rest of the way to the dorm.

   "Yah! What are you trying to say?? Were you saying I was heavy before?" Seungkwan pouted, digging his chin down against Hansol's shoulder and rubbing it in slightly with the intention of causing a small amount of pain.

   Hansol laughed and ducked his shoulder slightly to avoid Seungkwan's chin attack, "Careful, I don't want to drop you."

   Seungkwan began muttering under his breath but didn't argue back, turning his head slightly so he could rest his cheek against the back of Hansol's shoulder, his eyes observing Hansol's side profile as he walked, admiring every curve and every detail.

   Slowly he felt his eyelids begin to close once more despite his efforts to keep them open. The motion of Hansol's walking actually felt soothing and before he could realise what was happening, Seungkwan found himself drifting off to sleep, clinging on to Hansol carefully.

   Another five or so minutes past and eventually Hansol found himself looking at the front door of their dorm. A ten minute walk, huh? Thanks to Seungkwan's alcohol consumption, that ten minute walk had instead taken half an hour. Hansol's body ached, his knees feeling heavy thanks to having carried Seungkwan a fair portion of the way. At some point Seungkwan had fallen asleep, much to Hansol's amusement.

   Careful so as not to drop or disturb Seungkwan, Hansol fished out his key from his pocket and opened the front door, before stepping inside he turned his head to look at Seungkwan, intending to try wake him up there and then. However he was surprised to see Seungkwan's face so close.

   He felt air catch in his throat and his eyes widen slightly at their close proximity. Seungkwan was breathing softly and it tickled at Hansol's neck and check. The cheek pressed against Hansol's shoulder looked all squishy due to how it was resting against him and it reminded Hansol once more just how much he missed chubby cheek Seungkwan.

   Seungkwan's lips were slightly parted and their faint rosy colour was enticing. 

   What's wrong with you?! Hansol thought to himself as he found himself unable to break away from Seungkwan's lips. Why was his body craving to lean in and find out what Seungkwan tasted like?

   Alcohol no doubt, but this wasn't the first time Hansol had experienced such a longing.

   Over the year he'd noticed just how much he enjoyed his time with Seungkwan and all their touches. Despite how much he'd say he hated it, why did he find himself not even believing his own words? Obviously he enjoyed his time with all the members and he'd always enjoyed his time with Seungkwan, but over the past year something felt different. It was like watching Seungkwan grow and mature was wreaking a havoc inside of Hansol.