Soongyu - For All To See

:: What If It Were Us? ::

   Carefully Seungkwan extended a hand and brushed his fingertips against the stray hairs of Hansol's bangs that were still faintly damp with sweat, moving them off of his skin so they could go back into place, although his fingertips lingered slightly against the side of Hansol's forehead. Hansol really wasn't stirring.

   Seungkwan didn't know why but found his gaze lowering to look at Hansol's pale pink lips, the lip balm he usually wore had faded and his lips looked a little dry probably from all the heavy breathing during their practice.

   Feeling his own lips and throat go dry, Seungkwan reached for his water bottle beside Hansol and took a quick sip, his eyes never leaving Hansol's face.

   Music was still playing in the background and it was currently playing the vocal units song from their new album which at this point still hadn't been released to the public. But the soft ballad was really setting a mood, Seungkwan could feel his heart start racing and his skin tingle all over. The thumping of his heart felt like it was getting louder and louder the longer he watched his friend sleep.

   What was this strange sensation inside of him? What was this longing?

   It was such a foreign sensation and Seungkwan didn't know how to handle it. Just thinking about how Hansol would watch him so fondly made Seungkwan's heart flutter and his body ache.

   Just thinking about how perfect Hansol's face looked both awake and asleep filled Seungkwan's stomach with butterflies.

   But why was he leaning forward?

   Why were his own eyes slowly closing?

   Since when had his hand raised to cup Hansol's cheek?

   Why was he so close to Hansol's face to the point he could feel Hansol's soft exhales caress his skin?

   Why was he kissing his best friend?

   Seungkwan felt so confused but the feel of Hansol's warm lips pressed against his own felt like a numbing agent and he wanted more, so he stayed kissing Hansol for several seconds. He didn't move his lips or apply too much force, he simply wanted to feel them against his own.
   His thumb carefully brushed over the skin of Hansol's cheek as he slowly pulled away, his eyelids fluttering slightly to look at the younger male in front of him.

Hansol was still sound asleep and Seungkwan briefly didn't know whether or not to be disappointed.

   But suddenly it was like realisation set in over what he'd done. Seungkwan flinched backwards, forgetting his was squatting and falling onto his backside with a groan at the awkward landing.

   The noise and his sounds of cursing and complaints must have woken Hansol up as suddenly Hansol's voice pierced through the sound of the music.

   "What are you doing, Seungkwan?"

   Seungkwan froze and looked back up at Hansol who in their sat down positions was taller once again. Seungkwan merely gulped and wondered what to say. Quickly he turned his head to the side and waved his hand to gesture like nothing happened, "Aish, I tripped. Silly me!"

   Hansol didn't seem to question how Seungkwan had managed to 'trip' directly in front of him, their legs practically touching. Hansol simply shrugged his shoulders and grinned, "You're as clumsy as ever then. What on Earth will you do without me, Kwannie?"

   Seungkwan couldn't help the flush that coated his cheeks. Did Hansol really have no idea what his words did to Seungkwan? 

   "Yah! What are you talking about, you've not done anything you were asleep." Seungkwan scoffed, standing up and brushing himself down much to Hansol's amusement.