Ch. 12

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"Tell her or I will" Jennie warned her older sister

"I don..."

"Cut the bullshit unnie! Tell her she deserves to know. You know how much she loves you! Whether you like it or not she will get hurt and she will worry. That's how much she loves you! Don't you get it?! If you leave h..her...us ugh! Fuck I can't believe I will say this. If you will leave her do you think she won't get hurt?! She will still get hurt whether you like it or not. Have you seen her smile when she's with you? You won't be able to see that again if you don't want to get yourself better. She's your girlfriend and she deserves to know! Stop being selfish unnie! At the end of the day you two will get hurt" Jennie wiped her tears. She hates it, she hate to see Jisoo suffering. Yes she loves Lisa but she will choose her sister's life rather than Lisa, and she will choose to get hurt than seeing both of them suffer. She didn't wish for this to happen.

She grabbed Jisoo's hand

"Listen, I love you unnie. So much. We can't lose you. We can't. Not this early unnie. Not..." She sobs "Not like this. No no. Please tell Lisa about this. She needs to know and she deserves to know the truth. I know she wants you to be heal. Each and everyone of us. Unnie, I'm begging you. Don't do this to us, to Lisa, specially to yourself. I know you're fighting for so long, but it's worth it right? Because of us, because of your friends, because of Lisa" She hates to say those words but it's true. And that's the reality

"I don't want to hurt her. I'm afraid of what will she react" She hugged Jennie

"Yes of course. But Lisa will understand. That's how much she loves you, everyone knows Lisa will do everything for you. She doesn't deserve this neither or you. Please unnie tell her" She begged

"Call her. I'll tell her" Jennie smile sadly. She's worried for her sister and lisa. But she knows Jisoo will survive. She's a fighter

"I will. Thank you unnie. Thank you so much. I love you so much and we can't lose you" Jennie hug her tight before leaving

Jisoo only have 1 week, she only have 1 week to live. She spend her entire week for Lisa, we it's normal because they are together everyday except for sunday but this week is different. Jisoo asked lisa to ditch class. She knows it not good and Lisa will ask so many question but gladly she agreed

The door slowly opened. Jisoo her love of her life wearing her usual outfit. She hugged her immediately and start crying. Lisa got panicked

"Baby hey hey princess what's wrong?" This is why Jisoo hate to say this to Lisa. She's really worried it comes to her and protective. Lisa doesn't want Jisoo to cry. She hate seeing her cry. Jisoo know she's selfish but no one can blame her, she doesn't want to see people hurt by her specially Lisa.

"I...i don't know how to say this Lis" She cries a lot. Lisa rubbed her back

"Shhhh. Shhhh stop crying" She pulled away and cupped her cheeks "I will listen. I will" She assured to her girlfriend. Jisoo took a deep breath between her sobs

"I'm sorry for keeping this to you...I really am...Lisa....I...i have cancer" Lisa lost her balance and fell on the ground as her tears start to fall down "Hey hey...Lis..." She just hug her girlfriend tight

"Tell me, you'll survive right? and it's not even worse right? Right princess?" She tries to calm herself but she can't

"Lisa it's stage 4...lisa I'm dying" Lisa tries to laughed but she breakdown

"No no no no that's not true Jisoo tell me it's not true....tell me...tell me you're just joking....Jisoo please answer me...r.right baby..." Jisoo hates to see her girlfriend like this. This is the first time she saw Lisa crying this hard and it breaks her heart so bad.

"It's true Lisa...I...I only have one week to...live" Lisa stood up

"NO! Jisoo stop lying! Stop joking like this it's not funny!"

"I wish I am lis. I wish. But it's true! I only have one week to live!" Lisa don't know what to say or react.

"That's your reason why you asked me that stupid question?! What if you die and leave me?!" Jisoo nods still crying "How long Jisoo?! How long did you keep this from me?!"

"Since day one"

"BULLSHIT! How can you be so selfish?!"

"You think Lisa I want to keep this from you?! No lisa! I always wanted to tell you because you deserved it! But I can't hurt you! I can't tell you because I know to myself I will survive! Yes I'm selfish but I did this for you! I don't want to hurt you"

"Well congratulations you didn't hurt me" she sarcasticaly said

"I'm sorry Lisa I'm such a coward I'm sorry. I don't deserve you" Lisa stood up and went immediately to hug Jisoo. She hates Jisoo cry, she can't stay mad at Jisoo "I understand that you're mad and you hate m..."

"No no no don't say that. I'm not mad at you, I'm just hurt. And I don't hate you because I love you and I deserve you. I deserve someone like you because you're my angel. You're my everything Jisoo..."

"I can't be your everything Lisa...can't you see I'm dying?! Lisa go away! You deserve better" She pushed Lisa away. Jisoo hates to say those harsh words but she needs to

"No! I won't leave you, never in a million years Jisoo. I will nev..."

"Did you hear me right? I'm dying! You don't have to..."

"I heard you but doesn't mean I will leave you! Jisoo fuck! After all what we went through?! You think I will leave you? You think I will do that? No Jisoo I will stay here and I won't go anywhere"

"Lis....I'm dying and I don't want to leave you like this. I want to be with you until our last breathe. I want to spend my life with you but my life will end here" Lisa shook her head while crying

"Promise me you will survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens. No matter how hopeless" (Titanic lol)

"I promise...I promise I will try my best to survive. I want to be with you Lisa. I don't want to leave you"

"Before I came up here Jennie said try to convince you to go to US but she didn't say what is the reason. But now it's all clear. It all make sense. You always catching your breath, always fainting. It all make sence now" She snif

"I'm so sorry...I don't really want to keep this from you but...I did....If I go there...can you wait for me?" Lisa immediately hug her girlfriend

"I will Jisoo I will. Of course I will. 1 day two days, one week, weeks, months, years...Jisoo I will wait for you. We will reach our dreams together, our future. I want to hold your hand, kiss you, take care of you, drive you to school, everything Jisoo I want to be with you forever. Yes I will wait. I'll wait for you here Jisoo"

On the other hand Jisoo's parents and Jennie are looking at them crying

"I know Lisa can convinced her" Her mom said wipping her tears

"I know she will" Jennie said smiling

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