Hi my name is Bell and I am 17 years old and I have a boyfriend he's name is Blake and he is perfect because he is sweet caring and make me feel happy but everything change let me tell you what happened
I was walking in the hallway to go to my locker and I saw blake with his friends and I call him but he didn't look at my way maybe he didn't hear me? I think he is busy so I just let him be with his friends
When I got home my mother said that blake want to meet me at a park so I just go there excited to see him and when I go there I call him but something's off he didn't react at all
Bell: hey babe
Blake: I... I'm breaking up with you
Bell: W-what? Why?!?
Blake: Because I don't love you at all I just realize this because I already love someone else
Bell: No... Pls no blake!...
He just walk away like nothing happen and I was left there alone and crying when I got home I quickly go to my room and cry and next morning I woke up and prepare to go to school while I was getting closer to my school gate I saw blake and another girl walking and holding hands when someone ask " hey I thought bell was your girlfriend?" and blake said that leave me shock and hurt " oh no she is just a sl*t she just using me for my money and looks for her reputation" and many people laugh and made a hate comment about me and I can't take it anymore I ran as fast as I could and got home and suddenly I saw my parents looking at me dissapointment and anger have looks in their eyes I don't know why so I start talking
Bell: m-mom I-
Mom: Bell! Your such a dissapointment in the family!!
Dad: Why did you embarrassed our family?!!
Bell: w-what are you t-talking about?
Mom: don't act innocent blake just told everyone that your just using him for money and for your reputation!!!
Dad: Your not my daughter how could you do this?! I thought I raise you well?!?
Bell: mom dad no please no believe me plssss noo I- I di-
Mom: No excuses!!
Dad: go upstair! Your such a disgrace!!
Bell:......(crying)
When I got my room I just lay in my bed and cry and cry and next morning I didn't go to school then I get up and look at my window and I heard people talking about blake and people are talking about me that shock me.
Girl1: girl do you know blake has a fiance and they are getting married soon
Girl2: I thought he already have a gf?
Girl1: EX- girlfriend the rumors said that he's ex gf is just using him what a B*tch!
Too shock of what I heard I didn't know what will I do how... how could blake do this to me I thought he love me? Whyyyyy..!!!!
I didn't go out and I didn't eat and my parents didn't even visit me I just lay there in my bed and write in my dairy
Dear diary,
I... Why did blake do this to me? And my parents didn't even believe me .... I want to die...
Next day
Dear diary,
Rumors are still spreading about me and my parents didn't still come to my room and I hear them eating downstairs with my brother and also my brother believe too about the rumors..
I'm hungry..
3days
Dear diary,
I'm slowly getting tired because of lack of food and water I'm hungry but i don't have a appetite
4days
Dear diary,
I wish everything will be okay and stop this mess.. I don't have any strenght left to me...
Weeks has passed and Im laying in my bed I'm skinny bones and I can't move and speak it hurts to move and my parents still didn't come and my brother too... I think I can't take it anymore..
I just want to end this suffering, I just want to be happy and slowly before knowing it my eyes feeling heavy and becoming dark and I can't hardly breath this is it I think and I see darkness slowly appearing and I welcome it with opened arms
Next day
Brother: hmmm I hope bell is ok she's not eating and our parents didn't care when I heard the rumors I can't believe it that my sister will do it but something's off I know that my sister is not that kind of girl
I decided to go to her room and bring food I knock but there's no one speaking so I knock again I thought she is just sleeping so I open the door and I see my sister in the bed skinny that you could clearly see her bones I feel sad and guilty and I come closer to her I shake her lightly but she doesn't move so I do it again harder and then I realise she is not breathing panicking I press my head to her heart and I hear a small heartbeat and I sigh in relieve I immediately carry her and bring her do hospital and when I'm walking I saw our parents didn't bother to look her and continuing their conversations I hate them i thought
In hospital
She is in a critical condition the machine is the only one that keeping her alive but not too long
Brother: I'm sorry bell I'm sorry...(crying)
Bell: its ok brother I forgive you (smile) I hope they are happy now I hope he is happy now......
*Beep beep beep tttiiiiiinnngggggggg.*
She died ... I can't take it anymore..
At the wedding day of blake
Everyone cheered when the newly wed kiss and when it is over blake talk to her ex gf brother
Blake: hey, why isn't your sister here?
Bell's brother:..........she's gone..
Blake: what do you mean?
Bell's brother: my sister is dead!!! You know how painful it is to see my sister condition?!!!! 7 f*cking day's not eating, 7 f*cking day's she is crying, 7 f*cking day's toke me to made me realise that she is not lying... It only made me realize when she's dead that she is not lying you know what her final words are" I HOPE THAT HE'S HAPPY" ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?!??....
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At the funeral
The sun is up and the wind is blowing calmly there she is lying in the coffin her skin is pale and cold her eyes is shut and never will open... And there are her parents saying sorry and regretting for not believing and there are everyone crying and saying sorry for her and there HE is becoming crazy and regret everything he did he hug the coffin like his life depending on it
Blake: she's not Dead!!!! She is just sleeping please don't take her away from me please!!!! I love you Bell please don't leave me please!!!..
Someone whisper to blake:..... if only you didn't make that mistake.... then we still be...together...
Blake: huh? Bell?!? Is that you?!
Bell's Brother: Wtf Are you talking?
Blake: i heard her talking to me!
Bell's brother: your insane blake she's dead... because of you.....
Blake:... I'm sorry..... Bell I'm sorry...
I will always love you
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They say Sometime's you will never know the value of what you have until it becomes a memory.
Sorry about the wrong spellings and grammars
