April 4, 2019

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I cant seem to do anything right. I always wait for things. I want to see my siblings. I want to be able to see my mom. I want them. More like need them. My mom has messed up but I can't do it. I hate messing up. If there's one thing you guys should know about me is that i hate to mess things up. At school I act like I'm fone but really I feel lile crying. I feel as if no one wants to be my friend. That my friends don't want to be my friend anymore. But that's stupid, right? I'm moving though. I will miss them. But will they miss me? I hate how my friends make me feel bad without knowing it. I dont want to tell them either. I'm scared they will think I'm weak. I wanted to see my siblings tommorow. But I tried making plans to late. It seems like my sister is snapping at me for doing it to. I feel alone.

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