With Team B : The Journey

Chapter : Charismatic Leader B.I.

"김한빈you better come out of your room and eat your breakfast, I will leave Hanbyul to you, I'll just run some errands," Hanbin's eomma called up.

Though sleepy, Hanbin crawled out of bed. He had a long night just to finish the song he has been working since last month. He's been stucked on the song, until last night an idea popped on his mind.

"Coming!"

As soon as Hanbin went downstairs he smelled the aroma of his eomma's cookings. It is not everyday that he get the chance to eat 'real' food. He and the rest of TeamB boys are used to instant foods they usually buy on convenience stores. No one cooks not because they don't know how, but because they are already too tired to do so. With their everyday training, 'bed' is the only thing they think as soon as they step their feet on the dorm. Meanwhile, Hanbyul was already settled on the table, the moment she saw Hanbin, Byul hurried to his oppa's wide arms to give him a hug.

"Bogoshipeo oppa~!"

"I miss you too Byul-ah~ c'mmon let's eat? After that we will play. You like that?"

Hanbyul smiled as she heard the word 'play' then started eating with Hanbin, while Mrs.Kim is on the side smiling at her two children, a tear almost falling from her eyes.

Since Hanbyul was born, Hanbin has always been a responsible brother. Unlike other kids who just let their eomma do the babysitting, Hanbin enjoys taking care of Byul. When he decided to enter YG he had a hard time trying to stop Byul from crying. Mrs. Kim told Hanbin that it took Byul a long while to adjust. Everyday, she looks for her oppa who was always been on her side whenever she wakes up, also, Byul misses how she goes around the house while riding on Hanbin's back, trying to make his oppa a horsie. With this, Hanbin felt sorry for her little sister, after all she is his little princess. Once in a while when TeamB are not so busy, Hanbin's mom, make it a point to bring Byul on YG Trainee Center to see her oppa and the rest of the boys who easily got fond of her because of her natural charms. At first, Byul is shy to talk with her oppas but eventually she starts to show her wit. Her thin and sweet voice never fails to put smile on people's faces, especially when she says 'Saranghaeyo' and 'Fighting' to the boys. She is just too cute to handle and obviously is the exact girl version of Hanbin.

Mrs. Kim bid her goodbye while the two eat their breakfast.

"Byul-ah, play with oppa first arrasseo? Eomma will just go out for a while. Be good baby! Hanbin, you know what to do."

"Alright Mom! Take care~!"

"One more thing, slow down a little you might choke."

After eating, Hanbin took Hanbyul on their garden to play. Hanbin may look fierce and serious whenever he is onstage but he has also his soft spot being an oppa to his younger sister. No matter how tough he looks whenever he scolds Yoonhyeong because of his wrong moves, or Donghyuk because he cannot follow the routines, in a 360 degree turn, the charismatic leader B.I turns into Hanbin oppa. He took Byul to the swing while making slight pushes in which Hanbyul enjoys. The cool breeze of morning air brushing through Byul's skin, makes her giggle while on the swing. A breath of fresh air is what Hanbin needs to relax himself after months of training. There is surely no place like home. Hanbin was awakened from his daydreaming when he heard Byul calling him.

"Oppa~ Oppa~ Swing. Swing."

"Oh, mianhae Byul, oppa was just thinking of something. Alright, here comes... BYUL~!" Hanbin said as he pushed his little sister's swing once again.

If we could just stay like this forever. No worries, no pressure, no expectations.

"You know what Byul, I've been thinking if everything is all worth it. I had been proving myself to everyone, I always do my best on every performances, but it seems like all this things aren't enough. Since childhood, I showed how passionate I am to be an artist, I appeared on MC Mong's song which eventually made way to many open doors. I thought I was almost there but then I lose the battle. The team under my leadership didn't make it, the years of training that I've been through seems to be wasted. Maybe I didn't give my all, or maybe it is not really for me. But you know what hurts more? It is the fact that I failed and caused other 5 persons to fail too. Jinhwan hyung and Bobby left their families on Jeju and U.S, Junhwe, Donghyuk and Yoonhyeong sacrificed their schooling, they gave up so many things but I failed them. They trusted me as their leader but I didn't make it, will they forgive me?"

Byul's swing has come to a stop. Little Byul is now looking up at his oppa's tearstained face, she may not understand what Hanbin was talking about, but as soon as she saw tears on Hanbin, she immediately got off the swing, Hanbin squat down into Byul's eye level as if knowing what Byul was going to do, then Byul hugged him.

"Smile oppa~"