Always

Chapter 4

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        Blake's POV

        I couldn't believe that my mate, my girl, wanted me to stay with her while she slept. I was extremely happy. My thoughts of bliss were interrupted by my stupid pack that can't get a clue. 

      'What are you doin?' Where did you take her?' Luca complained. 

      'I wan' Omelet.' Ethan whined. I rolled my eyes as more and more complaints rolled in from Christopher, Alex, Luca, and Ethan. 

           'BOYS, she wanted to sleep, if you want her cooking that much. Then wait!' I sighed and waited for a reply. It didn't come. 

          I continued to stare at her throughout the night. I didn't want to sleep with her right next to me. My true love was finally with me and damn me to hell if i'm going to let someone take her away. I am going to kill whoever hurt her, whoever made her this scared, and whoever would try to take her away. I can't help but wonder, why is she so scared of us and why was she crying.

          The next morning i felt her breathing change. She started to squirm and I didn't want to let her go. I held her closer, but she squirmed harder and faster. I felt her panic and I smelled the scent of iron. Freaking out I screamed for Alex.

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           Cara's POV

        I felt surrounded. I wanted out. I squirmed hoping that I could get out. I knew i was sleeping. I felt pressure around my body trying to comfort me. It didn't help. 

      I was in a conscious sleeping state. I was sleeping and i could feel the nightmare, but i could also feel my body in bed. So, i didn't have a feeling to freak out, but every time i was like this, my father would beat me while i was sleeping. I had a panic attack. 

      I felt pressure, fear, and pain course through my body. A heavy smell of iron and blood hit my nose. I felt my consciousness wake up from pain. I felt like i had to scream for my father to stop

     "Stop it please!" I wailed. I opened my eyes and all five boys were around me. 

     "Cara! It's okay, Im here, please stop. You are hurting yourself. Please!" I could feel Blakes arms around me as well as the tears he was shedding. I couldn't help it. I wrapped my arms around his waist,  and let all of my terrified tears out.

     I let everything out. My throat was dry and i needed water bad.

     "May i have a glass of water?" I whispered as quietly as i could because of how embarassed i was. Before i knew it Alex was holding a glass of milk. Either way i needed a drink. I chugged it and felt alot better. Then i felt a tap on my thigh. I looked down and Ethan was looking up at me. I let him climb into my lap and he started to rock me. 

    I love little kids. I felt myself relax a little more before i started talking again. I looked up, but not directly at anyone and said.

     "I'm fine. Don't worry about it." Before Blake replied all of a sudden the one i hadn't heard speak was Christopher.

    "Bullshit!!!! That is complete BULLSHIT! You start screaming and yelling and you expect us to believe you are fine?!?!? What the hell do you take u......." He was cut off by Blake holding him by the throat.  

    "Apologize, Now!!!" The noise was to much for me. I closed my ears and started screaming 

   "Stop Please don't hurt him." I didn't want Ethan to get scared, but he was the one comforting me, and stroking my hair as if them fighting was a normal was a normal thing. 

   Blake let him go, turned toward me and hugged me. Ethan was snuggled in my arms still and Christopher kept apologizing. When Christopher was done they all looked at me for answers. I didn't want to explain it to them right now especially in front of Ethan, so i looked up as happily as I could and said

   "Now, who wants breakfast?" I giggled and hopped up. Feeling a little more energetic and hopeful that they wouldn't ask questions while Ethan was in the room. I gave them a hopeful look and they all burst into laughter and ran down stairs with me. Blake looked disappointed, but tried to hide it as well as possible. 

   I looked around what did they want to eat? I looked down at Ethan and he said with his cheeky grin

    "Omelets!!!" I was happy that he knew my question before i could ask it and set to work. Alex got me the pans and the ingredients for the food. I made a huge breakfast for all of them. Knowing that they eat alot i made as much as i could. Blake looked at me and said

    "Well? Help yourself." I looked nervously down at the food i had prepared. I spooned a few spoonfuls onto my plate. Enough to probably last me the day with the way I ate at home. 

      I ate a few bites and pushed the plate away. I was sickly full, but i didn't want to disturb them eating so i started to clean up the huge mess from making a huge breakfast. I could feel their eyes on me while i cleaned and finally i couldn't take it i turned around and asked 

   "What? What's wrong?" They all looked at me nervously and Luca finally said

     "Well, we were wondering why you don't eat as much as a werewolf should, i mean even if you are part werewolf you should still have a bug appetite." I looked down at the ground and finally said

     "Umm, well i didn't eat much....ummm I wasn't really......... I didn't get as much food as i should have when my mom died. I wasn't really aloud to eat at home, so i salvaged what i could at school." I didn't hear a response. When i looked up they were in a shocked state.

    "Wait, so you can't eat without getting sick?" Alex asked me; confused as i was embarassed.

     "Yeah, pretty much." After i had said that, I felt pain course through my lower left abdomen. I dropped the glass bowl I was holding and it smashed into tiny peices. Without realizing it i was on my knees gasping for air. Little glass shards ripped at my sensitive skin  and i felt tears prickle the corner of my eyes. 

    I felt an arm wrap around my stomach as i was lifted up into Blake's arms. Christopher was cleaning up the bloody glass and i was on the kitchen counter, while Alex took the glass out of my palms and hands.

    I looked up at Blake and felt a whimper come out of my mouth. I felt more pain as he picked me up and took me to the bedroom. I was given a sedative to sleep off the pain. Alex said it was from stress of me moving my body, so imediatley Blake said i was to get as much rest as i could.

   I leaned on his shoulder and let the warmth take over. 

   "Cara? Can you tell me what happened?" I looked up at him and whispered my true thoughts letting my feelings, emotion, and the pain medication high and said

    "I will when i can trust you." And feel into a deep comfortable sleep. He kissed me and said

    "I willl, i promise you." he chuckled.  "Good night." And stayed with me the entire night.