The Umbrella Academy Imagines ☂

Ben Hargreeves (1)

warnings; saddd :(

requested; no

A/n; It's young ben xreader. It takes place before his death.
It's written from your P.O.V.
BEN DESERVED BETTER.

To say that I liked Ben was an understatement. I freaking loved this boy.
I mean who couldn't. This cutie is the purest thing I've ever met.
He was different. He wasn't like his siblings.
His siblings didn't really cared if they killed someone because they were raised like that.
But Ben couldn't help but feel guilty that he took someones life.
Everyone in the Academy knew that I like Ben. Everyone apart from Ben.
I didn't know if I should tell him because I was scared of rejection.

Ben and I hung out in his room until they got called for an mission.
I never been on mission before. I was just like Vanya.
Ordinary.
I went down with them and when Ben was about leave, I stopped him.
I wanted to tell him that I love him but decided to tell him after the mission.
" Good Luck, Ben" He squeezed my hand and smiled at me before he left.

[Time Skip]

After what felt like an eternity, they finally came back.
I was so nervous to tell Ben.
Everybody came back and they looked.... sad. Even 'Dad' looked sad.
But then I saw it.
The lifeless body of the love of my life being held by Luther.
I immediately ran to him and took Ben from him.
I fell to my knees and sobbed into Ben's chest.
"Ben... no... please... don't leave me... I- I c-can't li-ive with-without y-y-ou..."
I lost him.
Allison came up to me and put her hand on my shoulder.
She cried too "Y/n, we have to take him"
I didn't respond, I just hugged Ben tighter.
Mum and Pogo took Ben away from me. 'Dad' was nowhere to be seen.
I hugged my knees and sobbed heavily.


[Time Skip]

I haven't left my room in months.
The loss of Ben totally broke me.
I've barely eaten. I just layed in bed and did nothing.
I've got no tears left to cry. I lost my everything.

[Time Skip]

It's been two years since Ben died.
I still miss him. I could never ever forget about him.
I was at Ben's grave when someone suddenly screamed my name.
"Y/N !!"
It was Klaus.
I ran into his room and there he was.
Klaus actually made it.
I saw Ben!
"Omg... omg..." I ran to Ben and hugged him.
I sobbed into his shoulder and he rubbed my back soothingly.
After a while we parted from one another. Without thinking much I kissed him.
He almost immediately kissed back. We seperated from each other.
"You have no idea how much I missed you" we both said at the same time.
He laughed lightly. "I love you, Ben. I regret it so freaking much that I didn't tell you this before.
I- I didn't have to courage to tell you. I was scared of rejec- "
He cut me off by pressing his soft lips against mine.
"I love you too. I won't be always here but the only thing you need to know is that I love you."
I hugged him one last time before he vanished.

Allison, Vanya, Diego and Luther came in and asked what happend.
"I saw Ben"


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