Heart Speaks First

Chapter 2.23: The Conversation

Chapter 2.23: The Conversation

Cheska’s POV

Naupo kami ni Fey matapos nang aming makabagdamdaming pagyayakapan. I really miss him, sobra.

“S-sorry” We both said. And we laugh.

“Sorry, pupuntahan na dapat kita after that day pero I feel na may tamang oras, ayokong harapin ka na masama pa ang loob ko sayo. Ayokong plastikin ang sarili ko na ok naman sakin. I’ve been hurt hindi dahil bestfriend mo ko, hindi dahil ayaw kitang masaktan uli sa kanya. Kundi mahal kita...” He choke at the last words I just look at him, tama si Chris and Alfie na mahal nga ako ni Fey.

“Sorry for loving you, sorry for all this drama. Umasa kasi ko na may pag asa eh, akala ko meron... akala ko pwede... pero tanga ako eh di dapat ako naniwala sa sarili ko na mamahalin mo ko kasi I know mahal mo siya, mahal na mahal. And I’m just your bestfriend, dapat sa simula pa lang malinaw na sakin yun...” a tear fell on his eyes, I wipe it.

“That tear doesn’t deserve me, sorry too for letting you feel na may pag asa kasi meron eh, di ko lang siguro napapansin noon pero gusto kita pero mahal ko siya. Like you said mahal na mahal ko siya. Everyone is a fool when it becomes on love, me, you, everybody and I’m happy coz if we don’t feel that foolness we will not be strong like this. Masaya ako kay Alfie, sobrang saya. And I know Masaya ka sa kanya, di ba...”

“Masaya ako tama ka, she was the one who approached me. And my heart back to its original form, feels like my heart born again, mali ako na layuan ka, wala akong mapagkwentuhan nang kasiyahan ko. I’m a forgiven?” he said, I hold his hand.

“Yes, from the start you left me di ko inisip na kasalanan yun, akala ko kasi mabilis lang eh, umabot pa nang isang buwan *chuckle* but bestfriend kita eh, di kita matitiis, kita mo nga ako pa ang pumunta dito..”

“*chuckle* sorry for that, balak naman talaga kitang puntahan di ba... na miss kita” He brush my hair, I pout.

“Grabe nang gugulo ng buhok!!”

“And your pout *chuckle* yan ang matagal ko nang gustong makita sayo ang maging masaya ka, yang ngiti mo hindi dito sa mga labi mo kundi dito sa mga mata mo... I hope di ka na umiyak pa uli sa kanya, coz I don’t know what to do if that’ll happen again.”

“Thank you for being here by my side whenever I’m down or whenever I’m up. Thank you so much” I hug his waist, he caress my back.

“I’m just here for you... always”

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“How’s your talk?” Alfie ask me, nandito kami sa park...

“Like the usual, say sorry and then that’s it. I’m glad na balik na uli kami sa dati. Baby nga pala mabalik ko yung kagabi sabi mo aalis tayo?”

“Yeah maybe later, it’s so sunny. It’s hard to drive like this.”

“Eh san ba kasi tayo pupunta?”

“I don’t know” I look at him.

“Ang daya mo talaga, I know you know where were going mr.”

“A bit *grin* c’mon lets have some rest.” Tignan mo to iniwan ako... Hinabol ko siya at sumampa sa likod niya.

“Baby get down...” He said pero hinahawakan niya naman ako.

“Nope”

“Baby they looking at us...” I look around. They are staring at us and they look happy.