High School Arrange Marriage

High school arrange marriage part 6

Kristy prov

When I finished packing my things and Cameron loaded them into his car, I went back to Jordans' room to see if I forgot anything. I saw Jordan in the coner of my eye lying on the bed looking at me with such sorrow and sadness I almost jumped into his arms  and kissed his sweet soft lips... Like I said ALMOST, I just turned and walked out of the room and running out of the house and into Camerons car.

The car ride was short properly because i was just listening to Black Veil Brides- Saviour on repeat the whole way thinking, in a strange way they way my Saviours ---

I never meant to be the one who kept you from the dark

But now I know my wounds are sown because of who you are

I will take this burden on and become the holy one

But remember I am human and I'm bound to sing this song

So hear my voice,

Reminds you not to bleed

I am here

Saviour! Will be there

When you are feeling alone, ohhh

A saviour, for all that you do

So you live freely without their harm

So here I write my lullaby, to all the lonely ones

Remember as you learn to try to be the one you love

So I can take this pen and teach you how to live

But what is left unsaid, the greatest gift I gave.

[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/black-veil-brides-lyrics/saviour-lyrics.html ]

So hear my voice

Reminds you not to bleed

I am here

Saviour! Will be there

When you are feeling alone, ohhh

A saviour for all that you do

So you live freely without their harm

Saviour! Will be there

When you are feeling alone, ohhh

A saviour for all that you do

So you live freely without their harm

When I hear your cries:

Praying for life

I will be there.

When I hear your cries:

Praying for life

I will be there!!!

I will be there!

I will always be there!

I will be there!

Arriving at house i felt stuck in the passenager seat , I couldn't move i didn'd want to go back to reality. Thank god mum and dad were not home and could force a smile or speak. I turned to look in the the living room to see Cameron walking towards the couch and the x-box (if I wasn't so upset i would have rolled my eyes.)  

I ran up the stairs as the tears were streaing down my face, I needed to get away, just something to take the pain away, I needed something to keep my heart at bay I thought as i went to the bathroo and reached for the one thing I could think properly about since leaving the mall earlier that afternoon... A simple new razor. I thought of all of the pain i went though the past couple of hours and swiped it hard against my wrist, I dropped myself to floor and loosed my grip on the razor and let it fall to floor and looked at my wrist. Oh fuck that's alot of blood I thought as I blanked out

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