Why Dont You Love Me?

Chapter 19

~*~ One Year Later ~*~

I heard you were just passing through

I never meant to get attached to you.

The day we met I still hold on to.

The words just seemed to flow out of my mouth. As I stood in front of the microphone, I couldn't help but to wonder if he was thinking about me. I sure do miss him. I miss him more than anything in the entire world. But, it's almost as if he's moved on. I heard Liz's voice break through in the head phones, she was in the booth beside me.

It was out of the blue.

You played a show and we locked eyes by the stereo. 

I fell into your eyes so blue.

No matter how it goes, goes, goes I just want you to know, know, know I'm reminiscing, thinking about us kissing.

Now could you take, take, take the million miles away, way, way?

It's you I'm missing in this long distance.

"Very good, girls!" Kasey's voice said into the headphones. The music stopped playing as I took my headphones off and vanished into the same room as Kasey. He looked up at me and with a smile, pulled me into a hug.

"Great as always, Megan!" He smiled. He always seemed to beam at me whenever I'm down, it's actually quite annoying at times and I wish he would stop. I know he's just trying to make me feel better but all it's honestly doing is making me feel worse and reminding me that I'm sad, depressed and even lonely. I sighed quietly before forcing a smile back and sitting down onto the couch. 

"What's next?" Liz's voice asked. 

"Now we write the next verse!" Kasey exclaimed with a smile. He looked over at me but it was almost like I didn't see him. It was like I was looking straight through him. I heard his voice, saw his figure but not him. I really couldn't see anyone. I heard them, but didn't see them. 

"Megan?" Liz asked.

"Huh?" I snapped up.

"I asked, do you have any ideas?"

"Oh, uhm.. Can we actually just uhm.. Record a different song? Please?"

God, I sounded awful.

"Uhm," She said nodding. "We can!"  

I smiled a bit before nodding and getting up. After about ten minutes of discussing, Liz and I finally decided to record Good Girl by Carrie Underwood.

"Girls, we have to finish recording the song." Kasey said after we finished that song. I sighed, grabbing my notebook and heading into the booth. Liz followed in after me. I sighed again before whispering a soft wing it into her ear. She nodded over to Kasey who started playing the music once more. Liz put the headphones on, and waited for the moment. 

We keep in touch though out of reach

I almost wish that we didn't meet.

It's not enough to keep romance sweet.

I took a deep breath in before letting what ever was on my mind out.

I was out of my mind to let you in

I should've thought of you as just a friend

But now you've got me running til the end.

No matter how it goes, goes, goes I just want you to know, know, know I'm reminising, thinking about us kissing.

Now could you take, take, take the million miles away, way, way?