***Flashback-
After Sam and Gabriel's date Sam headed back to the motel practically skipping with happiness
Gabe as Sam liked to call him was amazing ! He was nice,funny and he had these golden whiskey colored eyes that shone when Sam had made a joke or when he was just being cute
Luckily Sam got back to the motel before Dean had and waited for his brother, still not being able to wipe smile from his face
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"Gabriel?, What are you talking about Sam" Dean questioned incredulously
Sam closed his eyes and took a deep breath "Me and Gabriel it was just one date and a few kisses... well maybe a little bit more than that, I-I fell for him Dean I loved him even knowing about everything he had done about who he-what he was I loved him and then he died and I had just realized what I had felt because I was alone again I missed him but now he's alive and..." He trailed off sadly
"I get it if your mad" He started "He's a bad person, he's an archangel he's dangerous-"
Dean had watched his brother listened to every single word that was filled with so much emotion and he understood Gabriel made Sam happy he gave Sam a reason to live even if he broke his little brothers heart
"Sam I'm not mad I mean yeah you didn't tell me but you found someone you love even if it's Gabriel and the way he looks at you its hard to belive he doesn't love you the same way you love him... I want you to be happy"
Sam hugged his brother thankful that he wasn't angry but he still had to talk to Gabriel
Sam got up off the wall and they embraced in a tight hug "I'm going for a drive give you and Gabriel some time to talk, It's okay to love him Sammy I told Cas and I ended up marrying him" Dean chuckled as his phone rang "Speak of the Angel" He said and walked off
Sam wiped away his tears and dusted himself of before heading back to the room
***Flashback-
Set in 'The Mystery Spot,
Sam had finally got it he knew what was killing his brother and keeping him in this loop
He had got the thing pinned to a fence ready to kill it but then it shifted into...
Gabriel ?
"Why are you doing this why are you killing Dean is some sort of joke to you ?, Is this about what happened betw-" Sam stopped before he said to much since Dean was standing next to him
"Well I mean you did kill me"
"You murdered people you messed with them you tricked them"
"Hello! Trickster" Gabe said pointing a finger at himself
"You tricked me.."
Gabriel's face fell "That was never my inten-"
"I don't care for your excuses, just please stop let us go"
***Flashback-
Set in 'Hammer of the God's'
"Gabe please if anything between us was real you'll help us"
***Flashback
"Gabriel I need you"
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