The broken verses "Heal the feel"

Heartless Creature

Oh! Lord what a starting dazzle day was today,

I was so excited to join my school trip with all my friends without looking back as I say. 

But never thought that this would be so hard to be awful again. And would remind all my worn out memories just for giving pain.

He has again led my demeanor to put out with scars of happiness,

 as,I can surely state that he is the only heartless creature on this world with an artless face.

 once again ,I was asked to meet him just for beholding together the trip sights. 

And I never thought that this would be the last meeting ever and that also will go on fights.

He sat with me by holding my hands tightly somewhere in the 3D hall saying 'sorry' for his past mistakes. 

I draped like an idol and kept myself saying ,"Now everything will be OK" so, don't worry! And walk together his pace. 

But I never thought that this will be so inexorable for just appearing smooth and saily.

He really dunned me speaking drivelling in my ears. 

And really turned my dazzling day into a woeful one with his wild sensibility, And left me down in tears. 

This heartless creature is none other than from the one who used to call himself my lover. 

But now he has really became a wild beast, who is not under my control and can contradict from now till ever. 

Unexpectedly, I was asking my happiness from him just like a beggar. 

But he being a heartless creature broke me down and just gave me terrors.

 I was left with my loneliness calling my inner space that I am okay, 

as I was really scared that what will happen now if I will be again in pieces. 

His detached manner has led me again to go in a world of reminiscent, where nothing lives except memories of the past events.

It was a great woe that my emerald stone has now become my own foe. 

yeah, he is really a sluttish heartless creature. Sometimes ,I really feel like going back in the past and clear all my memories blasts. 

So, that It wouldn't let me to go again for a ghost write which leads nothing rather than letting the ghost at the feast.

 And calling myself to die or to stop trying to verged of obsession where nothing lives except his wildest dreams.

But toying with the idea I,will wait for the judgement day when he will really realise his mistake and will come back like a beggar on streets. 

But at that time I will be no more, you Heartless beast and you will surely realise your casting appraising look. 

Which will surely make you retrieve the date of 11th November where you left me thinking to be cocky tool.

 I will be waiting for that day with a great elation. With no other rapt and wrong sensation.

May be my image will become hoarse to you. But, I will remember you till my last breath of subdued. 

So, you wild heartless creature may your journey end fast and my would succeed.

Written by- Sidra Zayed