cheater part 1

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My name is Austin blake im a model and a singer/songwriter I'm 22 and my boyfriend is 21 ive been dating Shawn Mendes for 3 years and I've lived with him for a year and one night he came home from the club crying he was hanging out with his friends and drinking having a good time with he came home something was wrong

I was wearing (pic above #1) he came home at 2 am

" hey babe, did you have fun with your friends" I tried to kiss him but he turned his head and realized that he was crying I prepared myself for the worst I prepared myself for the goodbye and I didn't want to leave him but I knew that was coming next I knew he would he done and I knew he didn't mean it because he was drinking too much and it meant nothing to him he didn't know but it still hurt

"I don't deserve a kiss, I fucking hate myself and i don't deserve you and I'm breaking up with you" I started crying "what did you do?" Even know I knew "I cant say it, I can't I'm sorry goodbye forever, she was a fan and she kissed me and I couldn't stop her I didn't know what I was doing and when I pulled away I told her about you and us that I had a girlfriend but it was to late I'm sorry Austin, I love you and I told her that I'm sorry" he cried I broke down in tears I hugged him and kissed him passionately then pulled away "goodbye shawn" I went upstairs packed my bags and left I bought a small apartment in Los Angeles

2 months later I spent a month crying not getting out of bed only to use the bathroom I was in hiding I didn't hang out with anyone I didn't go anywhere I wasn't on social media and I couldn't handle it anymore

My best friend Selena Gomez came over "Austin what happened to you"
"Come on austin Don't let him win, show him that you don't care and that your not broken, show him you don't give a fuck and make him miserable"

She dragged me out of bed and told me to get ready I took a shower and washed everything shaved everything and got out dried off and dried my hair I walked out and out a bra and underwear on Selena was looking in my closet "were going shopping you need better outfits" "gee thanks" she picked (pic above #2) we went to all different stores paparazzi kept asking about me and shawn then he said something about a new girl "what do you think of Shawn and Hailey Baldwin" they asked "who?" I asked we walked into a store we started laughing about something else

"Okay but for real who the fuck is she" I asked selena she showed me a picture I chuckled "she looks like a fucking man"

Selena picked out a whole bunch of new outfits and bras and underwear and a dress for tonight she's taking me to a club

We shopping for four hours and then went to starbucks I went on Instagram and saw Shawn at the met gala with that chick my heart sank and I started crying again "what's wrong why are you crying" "I still love him I want him I need him I miss him" i told you "look I know you love him and I loved Justin when we broke up I wrote the best songs that's what you should do" she told me I wiped my tears and put sunglasses on we drank our drinks

We went back to my house "I'll pick you up at 10 okay" she told me "okay"

She left I started crying again he looks like he doesn't even care like I didnt give him the best 3 years of his life and now he's with her thinking about her I started writing a song someone new (astrid)

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2 months later I met someone else well Justin bieber I knew him before and we started talking and we've been secretly dating for but it's not the same I wrote songs about Shawn

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July 20th I wrote forty songs about Shawn and our relationship and I released five of them as an ep the Austin Blake EP (cover pic above)

1. Paris (sabrina carpenter)
2. Breathe (astrid S)
3. No goodbyes (dua lipa)
4. Such a boy (astrid S)
5. Die for you (SVEA)

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