feel

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you grab my hand
you smile widely
i hold on tight
and smile too

you say you feel something
when our hands touch
a tiny jolt of electricity

i say i do too
another bitter lie
because i'm not sure what to feel
when our hands touch

the next time you grab my hand
i clench on tightly to yours
trying to force the jolt of electricity
into existence

it doesn't work

you ask how i feel when i look at you
i say i feel happy
another bitter lie

i don't feel anything
with your hands on mine
i don't feel anything
when i look at you

and i think
perhaps
maybe i forgot
how to
feel

and i think perhapsmaybe i forgothow tofeel

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