Chapter ten - Kissing?

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My body shifts but I keep my position on his shoulder.

"Yeah what about it?" I ask him in a soft voice
He says nothing back but he moves himself and my head so it is on his chest now. His back lays on the arm rest.
I didn't know where to put my hands so I tucked them beside me.
I could hear his heartbeat pick up pace when I moved.
I need to get up
But he's warm
And I'm tired still
But I can't fall for him
Not this fast
He's an asshole
But he's so nice
UGH
WHY AM I SO BIPOLAR ?!

I groan into his chest and push myself off of him.
"Wait...I'm sorry I thought this was okay." He says I could hear the sadness throughout his voice.
"It is fine I just can't." I reply looking down at my hands.

To be honest I don't know why I'm not giving him a chance. He was so into what he was doing with filming and the podcast and his friends. I could tell he was a genuine person. I just couldn't get over the fact that he had to be someone I hated for almost two years. But I didn't think that I could tell him to keep it down when I saw him laughing with his friends talking about stupid stuff on the internet.

I looked up at him his eyes pierced blue
He slid closer to me taking my hand in his
"It's okay..." he said as my gaze made its way to his lips
"I get it if you don't" I cut him off by kissing him.
I could tell he was shocked at first but then eased into it kissing me back. His hands traced to my sides pulling me closer to him and I didn't pull away.
I adjusted so my legs were laying across of his and my left hand was gripping his neck.

We kissed for a few more seconds then pulled away.
"I wasn't expecting that." He said breathlessly staring at me.
"I'm sorry." My voice trailed off.
"Don't be." He gripped my chin and pulled my head up to look at him.
"I liked it." He smiled showing his teeth a little bit.

"Could you guys like get a room or something. Me and Nina aren't even that touchy." Josh says from across the living room.
Oh shit I forgot about everyone else.

"Fuck off Josh." Alex yelled back
Alex looked back at me and smiled then moved his hand down to mine so our hands interlocked.

"Wait what?" James said as he looked at us perplexed.
Alex and I look at each other and laughed.

A/N:
Oof sorry for the super late update
But number two in the commentary hashtag that's crazy thank u guys so much :^)

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