today I'm in English class I'm trying to focus but i can't for some reason i don't know what was on my mind but i know something was up but i really didn't care at all i just kept gazing at the wall until i feel a slight tap on my shoulder.
Miss. Rose: class has ended you can go now Mr. Brock
Colby: oh sorry i didn't notice the i gazed out in class, sorry
Miss. Rose: it's ok Mr.Brock now go along
colby head's out of class only to bump into Jake.........
Jake what do you want right now i have to get to science so i could show Mrs. Bell my project so i could get a A+
but you can show it to her tomorrow because it's due tomorrow not today Colby but i was going to ask you if we can o to Taco Bell because I'm hungry AF i haven't ate since this morning but we will be skipping school thou, only if you are ok with it. (Jake)
*thinks to myself*if I skip school I'm ok i guess because i haven't ate in forever because i always try to leave before my dad sees me....i hate him he repeatedly keeps Abusing me in which i usually come to school with a black eye almost everyday. He is a horrible person i always try to get away from him but somehow he always know where i hide which is this underground place uder my house but he still manged to find me there i try so hard but he won't know this time.... let me just hang with Jake, Colby i tell myself.....ok i'll go i guess saying it inside my head
earth to Colby.....(JAKE)
Sure, but can I stay at your house for the night because I Ju- (gets interrupted by Jake saying....)
Sure! let's go then (Jake) Jake pulls me to the exit of the school and grabs my hand and pulls me out
Jake why did you do that?? you know i hate attention...that literally caught everyone's attention it was terrifying but it's ok
oh I'm sorry i didn't know you didn't like attention but i guess you over came that fear, to make it up for you I'll pay for your lunch....(Jake)
so then Jake opens the door to his car which was a beautiful car then we kept listing to Sicko Mode in the car which was a jam in my opinion....once we arrived at Taco Bell he opened the door for me once again he said "what do you want" he said to me....I just responded by saying" a Taco and a small mountain dew.....once our order arrived i ate so fast that later on I ended up eating three other Tacos
Wow...you've must of been really hungry like you ate three Tacos with only one soda Damn I never knew...(Jake)
ya i was i haven't ate in a while....
we go back to the car but before we drove to his place he asked me a question" why do you always wear hoodies like don't you wear anything else" i simply said" I just like this type of style you know just like when you wear purple almost everyday" but really knowing that I've been cutting myself to make me free of myself...by self harming myself but it helps me i never ever will tell anyone about this because i just can't so i keep doing this....Daily...
we arrive at his place then I ran upstairs crashing on to his bed...he jump on to the bed and rolled on top of me but he rolls off but I like so...I tell him
you know I like that Jake you don't have to be scared you know I'm very gay so you know I'm ok with that..Jake and I laugh for a bit until he got a message
