"I fell inlove with my Bestfriend"
He annoys me a lot
He always talk and mock,
But he is also the one
That can make me laugh
We always fight
Exchanging deadly glares,
We recognize each other in just one sight
He always mimic some teachers and we will burst into laughter
We are so happy, I thought it will last long
But someone came into the scene, now I think, I thought wrong,
He drifted away from me, giving her a lot of his time
Was her company happier than mine?
I felt so much pain and decided to let go
Hoping that he will pull me back and tell me to stay,
But no, it did not happened that way
And it hurts me more, the thought that he really just let me go
I don't want to be miserable forever
That is not so me, I don't want to look like a desperate loser
Wanting his attention exclusively mine
Hoping and wishing to go back to our sweet times
Then, I returned to the one who loved me first
Being a Servant and Child of God,
Thanking for everything I have and had
Thanking him for everything that happened good and even bad
Step by step I am fixing myself
Choosing to be happy with God's help,
My life goals I already set
But I guess,destiny will make it hard for me to and get
I am now walking to the right direction
But why? He is back, getting and catching again my attention,
No, I don't want, he is my drug that leads me to my own destruction
He once hurt me, even its not his intention
I was his cure, he was my disease
While I'm making him healthy, he's making me ill,
He can make we feel weak at the same time make me feel strong
I love him,but does he love me?
Even though there's distance
Distance between us,
Even though connection is hard for us
We still manage to keep that "us"
Two stranger becomes friends
Friends to bestfriends,
Bestfriends to sweet young lovers
Lovers that fights the world together
The relationship will be God centered
No one will dare to enter,
God will make our relationship deeper and stronger
Stronger and deeper than ever
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What I See Is What I Write
الشعرThis is basically not a story, this is a compilations of my poems. Dedicated to all the peopIe I love and to our God. It also includes all my life rants. If you can relate or if one of my poems touches your heart, please give my story a vote and fol...
