Sometimes i look in the mirror and look right through myself.
Sometimes i look at my hands and they start to shapeshift.
Sometimes i walk and feel like im floating instead.
Sometimes i stare at one spot for a long time without realizing it.
Sometimes i say im just tired when really im uncomfortable, disturbed, and on edge.
Sometimes it feels like my head is detatched from my body.
Sometimes it feels like my body is being squeezed into an alternate dimension- that ultimatley dosent exist.
Sometimes my eyes see things from behing a filter.
Sometimes i watch myself through a screen.
Sometimes i rock back and forth, begging my brain to just make it stop. Just please i wanna feel something again.
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《depersonalization/derealization 》
Non-FictionNot enough people are aware of depersonalization or even know it exists. I want to try to write about it, how to know you have it, information about it, what it feels like, or just what people who experience it, like me, go through. I know it's not...
