Things I Wanted To Say But Didn't

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I haven't have the best or happiest of lives.

But I sure as hell haven't had the worst..

Yeah I know, I am still young and naive... and i am pretty stupid...

.... but

I already know how the world works...

And the horrors of it.

I know them all too well.

I've seen them fist hand..

From my family... even though they probably didn't mean it..

This life is short, and I have been attempting to make it shorter...

Sure..I have my friends and my mom to keep me company when I feel lonely and sad....

But even on the best of days..

To me, it's just a reminder that at the end of the day....

That I still have to live with myself...

Even though it's short we must do the best we can with what's infront of us..

Only a blind person can't see what's infront of them..

And all that was infront of me was a craft knife.....

I am sorry mom...

I broke my promise...