(34) Goodbye Again

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I look towards where the voice is to see an angry Cameron " Amma, you're not supposed to be in here"

"why? he's my friend" I say

the alpha rolls his eyes " breakfast is ready, tell your friend he is invited too that is if he can stand to look at a rogue without getting the urge to kill it"

"huh?"

"his words" Cameron says "not mine" then he walks away

he looked really offended and I kinda felt bad because I may have spoken to the pack the same way ibenez was speaking to them when I first arrived. I haven't noticed it until now but those words were kind of hurtful especially since the night-walkers have changed a lot.

"Amma, you should come with me"

I turn to the beta " I can't...not now"

"are you afraid of Heath? if that's the reason you should know that I'm not going back, I'm going to mystic pack" ibenez assures me

it's not that,

" don't settle for worse"

"what is that supposed to mean?" i ask him,

don't settle for worse? does he think that I just want to mate with Andrés because I am trying to get away from Heath?

ibenez shrugs "I'm just saying misery loves company"

I don't think ibenez will ever warm up to a rogue so whatever I tell him will just come out his other ear, he will always hate rogues.

" I'm starving, can we just eat?" I groan

ibenez hesitates for a second " sure"

"great" I smile grabbing his wrist and pulling him with me.

*

" sit next to me,"I tell him when we enter the kitchen

"where's the door?" ibenez asks pointing to where the door previously was

" that's a long story" Iris sighs " eat, we have a eggs, sausages, crêpe- tea, coffee" she lists off

ibenez does sit down, that's process I guess? Cameron walks back into the kitchen with a scowl plastered on his face, he kind of looked like Andrés now.

" eat up, it's a long walk from here to your pack," the alpha says opening a cupboard and taking out two plates

" I am not going back to  way-heaven pack" ibenez speaks

"then where are you going? I was told to take you back to the way-heaven pack" Cameron glares putting two full plates in front of us

" you're not taking me anywhere" Ibenez growls his eyes changing colour " I can find my way back"

"as much as I would love to let you go on your own and get eaten by  my brothers, I can't," Cameron replies

"also I'd say my goodbyes because you're not going to remember any of this"

ibenez turns to me "why is that?" he asks raising his brows " let me guess, he's going to snap my neck again?"

"no, he's going to compel you to forget, "I say cringing a little

"you're kidding me, can they do that?" ibenez asks his eyes wide

"yea" I nod

"How?!"

I exhale and look towards Cameron who was watching us with intrigued eyes, oh goddess what am I supposed to tell him?

" ..it's, hard to explain, "I tell him and eat a mouth full of eggs

**

" so I am not going to remember this?" ibenez asks

I shake my head "I'm sorry but this is how it is"

the beta nods before pulling me into a hug " I can't believe we're saying goodbye again" I sniffle burying my head in his chest, I am already starting to miss him.

it was easier when he wasn't here but now that I've seen him I'm going to miss him so much.

"we'll see each other again, Amma. this isn't goodbye"

"i know, but i'm still going to miss you very much,"I tell him

Cameron clear his throat "it's time to go!"

slowly ibenez and I pull apart, "be safe," I tell him biting my lip to stop myself from bawling my eyes out like a baby

"I will, take care of yourself Amma"

Authors Note:

who listened to Ariana Grande new album? thank you, next? I wasn't a fan of her but I knew of her and listened to a few songs here and there but today I decided to give her new album a chance and let me tell you, I'm a stan!

she's so strong, and I've been listening to ghostin while writing this chapter and I've been crying nonstop! my chest hurts, I can't even imagine how much pain she was in, she's so strong, and I think I love her... I'm not okay!

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