[✓] 𝗟𝗢𝗡𝗘𝗟𝗬 • joey birlem

c h a p t e r T E N

I immediately ended the call, my heart starts shattering I can't even speak one word I don't know what to react I stumbled in blank. I could feel the tears are forcing to fall down even though I gave my strength to hold them in but I failed

She was gone before she could see me with my future family, my future husband and my future kids. She was the one who cares about me a lot, she was the one who listens to me through everything, she was the one who trusted, she was my first priority after mom and dad passed out but now, she left me too? It's hard to believe that she left me alone in this fucking shit world? How can I live without her advices? Because I know I might do bad things here

I walked out from the bathroom, I don't care what people think about me when they see me cry, even more. I was looking for Sophia and Joey, those ones who maybe can help me calming down myself right now

I saw Sophia's talking with Diego of course I don't want to bother their brilliant moment. And now Joey's the only one, fine but guess how surprised I am when I see Joey making out with Luna, the fucking dumb bitch ass in the school. Wasn't he the one who kissed me in a public place? What was the kiss for?

Everyone's messing up with me!

Can I just be murdered in a party? Great idea but I guess everybody's here enjoying the party

What then? Then I can just hit a tree with my car obviously. Yes! You are so smart Hanna

Smart ass

I went off the house to my car and suddenly someone's entering my car too, who? Fuck it's Sophia but I just wished that it's a gang leader who wants to kidnap me and kill me then

I realised that I am driving the car already, I stopped the car "get out"

"What?" Soph look at me confusedly

"Get out leave me alone" I said with no hesitation

"What's wrong with you?" She softened her voice while patted my shoulder

"I'm okay I just want to be alone, not with any Birlem" I'm facing the other way so she can't see me crying

"No you don't, tell me what's wrong"

"I'm about to go to the hell" I blurted "now get off"

"Fuck Han I'm not leaving you" she demanded

"I'll die soon so please get off I'm begging" I gave her high five hopping she let me crash my car to a tree

"No!" She said "if you want to die then I'll be with you" she made a believable face

"Fuck you" I pulled out the driveway, drive the car to 150 km/h speed while looking for a big tree and finally found it "that's it" I mumbled

"Are you crazy?!" She raised her voice, we're about to die seconds away but she pulled the handbrake right when we were 5 inches to the tree and still, we crashed

Sophia's pov

Is she a psycho? What made her really being this stupid?

I unbuckled my seatbelt then I opened the car door and got out from it. I see fog everywhere and realised that my head's bleeding so much but I'm sure I still can walk

I look for Hanna and she's dying I see her blood all over her face and ears, she doesn't even have a seatbelt on

*Ring ring ring* I heard her phone rings so I took it from her pocket

"Sorry Hanna isn't here, I'll tell her you call" I spoke politely

"Where's she? Tell me nothing bad happened to her" a boy said like he's one of Hanna's family

"There's a little problem, but I guess she will be okay, so what do you want? I'll tell it to Hanna later"

"We want her to go back to France, she has to attend her grandmother's funeral"

"Fuck- so this is the reason- never mind, uh I have to go, bye" I ended the call and immediately call the ambulance to take us

Hanna's pov

I woke up to a hospital's room with Joey's head laying on my bed while he sits on a chair right next to me

I can't hate him but he broke my heart, okay fuck you joey, fuck, yes fuck, uh what, fu- fuck myself gosh!! Grandma!!!

I pulled away the whatever thing that help me breath I guess, and tried to wake and stand by my body but i failed my body feels so heavy

"What you do" joey has woken up by my noisy sound I guess, he held my hand making I realised that it has a needle in and my chest got an impulse "stay here" he commanded

"No I can't what about my grandmother" I complained "why didn't I just die so I could see my grandma again, life messed up"

"Stop saying that words"

"Now you messing up to"

"Your grandma must hate to see you like this" he talked like he's my family too but I hate him, no no I don't hate him, oh fuck

"Who cares"

"I do" there was an awkward silence between us but he broke it "I was drunk" he blurted out those words, what does he mean?

"I don't ask" I act like I don't pay attention to what he said by the way I still laying on my bed hehe

"But I- i- Lexi and Sophia told me everything" he blurted once again

"Told you what?" I asked him worrying about my conversation with Sophia "and Lexi, I didn't tell anything to her" it's confusing me now

"Lexi watched all you did in the party"

"I didn't do anything bad, you did" I mumbled under my breath

"Yeah I know but I was drunk trust me" he heard what I just said

"Why would I? You like her, don't you?"

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02/10/2019