What Would It Take For You To Change?

I'm Barely Hanging On

Jenna pulled at my shirt until I took it off. Her hands started running up and down my exposed chest and back. To say that I was just a bit turned on would be a lie. Jenna is so perfect underneath me. The way she always bites her lip and smiles is such a turn on. I continued kissing down her neck and the exposed part of her chest. I was tugging at Jenna's dress when she mumbled 'just a second' and got out from under me and off the bed. I was staring into her eyes and she started blushing. She turned around so she wasn't facing me and removed her tights first, then unzipped and slid out of her dress. As she was stepping out of her dress she said "Could you turn off the lights, and you should take of your pants too". She was so sexy from behind. I turned out the lights, slightly saddened that Jenna is ashamed of herself. I took off my jeans and walked over to Jenna. I turned her around and re-connected our lips.

She pushed me towards the bed and I fell down on it with her on top of me. She kissed all down my body leaving marks on my collarbones and neck. God she was just so perfect. I flipped us over and properly placed Jenna on the bed so that she would be comfy. This was the first time I really got to see her body. Jenna had such a skinny body, as she breathed her ribs would poke out and her stomach would cave in in-between her hipbones. As my eyes made their way down her body to her legs I saw for the first time the stitched up cuts of bad memories. They were bad, worse than I thought they would be. Seeing them only made me want to love Jenna more.

I kissed each cut, counting 28. I went back up to Jenna's lips and mumbled "I still love you" before mashing my lips into hers. Jenna put a hand on the back of my neck deepening the kiss. Our tongues battled while my hands made their way to Jenna's breasts. She paused our kiss to remove her bra. It was dark but I could still see her blushing cheeks. She allowed my hands to play with her body for a while before whispering in my ear "I'm ready". "Are you sure?" "Yes"

With hearing Jenna's yes I took off my boxers, and then her panties. I let my hands slide up her thighs, slowly making their ways up when I heard Jenna giggle. "What's so funny?" I laughed. "You know how ticklish I am" She laughed. "Well in that case" I said seductively before replacing my hands with my mouth. I brought my hand up to her opening and felt how wet Jenna was. She moaned at my touch. I let a finger slip inside, slowly moving it in and out as I kissed up her stomach. I brought my mouth to hers as I let another finger go inside. Jenna gasped slightly, but then kissed me back. "I want you" Jenna moaned on my lips. I kissed her one more time before climbing off her to grab a condom out of my wallet. I put it on, and then went back to Jenna and kissing her neck.

"I'm ready" She moaned, the words flawlessly falling out of her mouth.

"Okay Sweetie" I gently pushed myself inside of Jenna. Her virgin walls were so tight. Once I was in I asked Jenna to tell me when she was ready before I moved again. I knew that it hurt a little judging by the expression on her face, but she only took a moment before telling me that she was ready.

I gently started moving in and out, being careful not to hurt Jenna. It didn't talk long for the uncomfortable look on her face to turn in to a smile. I started thrusting harder and Jenna let out moans each time I filled her up. She was clawing at my back with one hand and the other was in my hair. Jenna felt so amazing and her moans were prefect.

After a few minutes Jenna's moans increased and she moaned "I-I think I'm going to cum". Right after she finished speaking her body clenched around me and released. Jenna's breathing was heavy and I pulled out, feeling glad that I could satisfy her like that. She kissed me with passion and then brought her hands down to my very erect crotch. "I can help you with that" She said her sophisticated voice laughing a little.

Jenna rolled us over so she was on top. She kissed down my body until she was at my hips. Jenna kept eye contact as she removed the condom and threw it to the floor. She bit her lip before breaking eye contact. She lowered he mouth to my tip and slowly swirled her tongue around it. I was already close from what just happened and I knew I wouldn't last long. Jenna started bobbing her head up and down my length, taking in as much as she could. She let one hand play with my balls as the other stroked the remaining length that didn't fit in her mouth. "Jennna" I moaned, "Faster baby". She obliged and started going faster and faster. "I'm sooo close" My words only encouraged Jenna as she continued to please me. I felt my body get ready to release and let out a loud moan as I emptied myself into Jenna's mouth. She gladly swallowed it all and said "mmm you taste good" God that was sexy.

Jenna crawled back up to me and snuggled into my arms. She kissed me a few more times before laying her head down on the pillow and saying "Thank you, for....um...that"

"Anytime" I joked, "I love you so much Jenna" those words felt so good to say.

"I love you too Vic"

We both got under the covers of her bed and I pulled her in tight. Jenna mumbled 'love you' at the end of a yawn before falling asleep in my arms.