Diary Of A Typical Teenager

Chapter 1

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31.01.2019

Okay, so it's my first experience writing in a diary, and though that may seem a bit unbelievable, it's true. The only reason I even started now is because I don't seem to have anyone to talk to about my problems. 

Let me introduce myself, I'm Ruby Eclipse, 16 years old and in the 11th grade. Basically I'm not one of the "popular" people at school. There's nothing that I'm known for in class except maybe that my work is always neat and complete, which sucks because it makes me look like a totally naïve nerd. I have never been popular and have probably a handful of friends. I think that might be a personality defect though, because I have a grudge against about half of the school's population (and no, I'm not kidding). People barely notice me unless they need some work done, in which case everyone flocks to me. It's annoying actually, because I can't really figure out who're actually my friends and who're plain selfish. I have a few people who I think are my friends, but I can't be absolutely sure. Sometimes I think they might be different, sometimes I think my life's never gonna change. Three potential friends are Madilyn (Maddy), Stella and Udelle. So these three are the closest I've got to friends. Now I have to admit that I do enjoy their company, but some things get on my nerves. Stella is the President of the Student's Union, and overthinks everything. She thinks she has a crush on "popular" Stephen although she's always confused about her feelings, and considering the self-centered guy that Stephen is, I honestly can't blame her. Udelle has about twenty admirers and she's a REALLY fun person. We became close after she decided she could trust me with her problems. Madilyn feels hurt easily and we had a major argument two weeks ago, but let's not get into that. Now most of the time I think we're okay but then something happens (read: two weeks ago) that makes me wonder whether these guys are even worth it. I mean sometimes they can be so selfish, always talking about their own problems and not giving a damn to what I feel. It feels like I'm some sort of robot who just does stuff and whose feelings don't matter. 

And that's where my diary comes in. Apparently if you keep your anger inside you, it harms your health (not that I care that much). And since I don't have anyone to trust, I decided on this option. I don't know how it'll help, but...

Well, I have a test tomorrow which I'll flunk if I don't sleep. I tend to perform very badly when in need of sleep. 

This is Ruby, signing off...