Love One Another - Levi x Reader Oneshots

Headcanon #16

Request: How about where reader acts on every risky impulsive decision. Like trying to save a fellow soldier or things where the most likely outcome would be reader dying or getting serious injuried. After one of these levi gets angry at reader say if she keeps this up it will cause reader to die. Than reader gets all sad saying she doesnt care anymore about that anymore in fact hopes One of these days it does kill her. Cause she cant take this world anymore.

I'm just going to do this in a hc 'cuz I literally can't think of a story based around this rn

Warning: Cursing

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¬ You would be extremely reckless on expeditions, resulting in Levi scolding you when you arrive back to your squad after killing a titan

¬ But that was just the start

¬ You'd leave your squad without telling anyone and just disappear to kill a titan or two

¬ One day your boyfriend, Levi called you to his office

¬ The second you entered you could almost feel his a n g e r

¬ Expect him to start scolding you and start lecturing you about your reckless behavior

¬ You sit in front of his desk while he stands against it, arms crossed looking down to you in disappointment

¬ ''Y/N you can't keep doing this you'll get hu-''

¬ He immediately stopped when he thought he heard a sob coming from you

¬ ''Oi did I just hear you sob?''

¬ You look up to him with teary eyes

¬ Levi feels guilty a f thinking he made you cry

¬ Until you say something that completely catches him off guard

¬ ''What if I'm doing it on purpose Levi? What if I'm hoping one day a titan will catch me and kill me? What if I'm hoping for that''

¬ He just stares at you wide-eyed

¬ You had always been such a bright and bubbly girl wearing a smile everywhere you went

¬ Guilt and concern floods Levi as he looks to you, watching you fiddle with your thumb nervously

¬ ''I can't take this bloody world anymore Levi... this entire place is just a shithole I-I can't take it..''

¬ Levi immediately scoops you up in his arms

¬ ''How long has this been going on for..?''

¬ ''Six months..''

¬ He'd try to brighten your mood with talking about the future when there are no titans

¬ Levi would even let you sit on his lap snuggling into him when he's doing paperwork

¬ He's worried and confused on why you didn't tell him or anyone about how you are feeling

¬ He'd always keep an eye out for you

¬ Always.

¬ He just doesn't want to lose you too, you mean so much to him

¬ During expeditions Levi has you near him at all times

¬ Does. Not. Let. You. Near. Titans

¬ When you both arrive back from expeditions expect him to become the most affectionate man in the universe

¬ Cuddles are the best tbh

¬ After a few months, you eventually have a better mindset

¬ You're back to that chirpy, bubbly person everyone adored

¬ Levi would be extremely proud of you for overcoming this shitty obstacle life has thrown at you

¬ Would make sure you're alright 24/7 and vice-versa