M I N A- P O V
I was limping down the street. It was late and i was tired and cold.I made it to a park and sat down. I looked both directions and saw the park alone.
It's late why would i think it would be packed? *chuckles*
I had bruises and cuts all over my body. I got kicked out the house again. Not even my father stop my mother this time. They say your family loves you ,but in my case it was false
I guess he gave up like everybody else
I looked at the stars to clear my thoughts. It's so weird to think. 5 years ago my life was ok and now it got fucked up. The sprinklers turned off and started to wet me. It touch my open cuts. It hurt but I didn't move positions. I have no were to go. I looked down and tears wanted to leave. I didn't want to cry. I sighed and swallowed the big lump in my throat. The thoughts were coming and I think they have a point now. I think it's time to say goodbye
WHY ARE YOU TRYING?
YOUR WORTHLESS GO DIE
YOUR NOBODY MINA!
NOBODY WILL NOTICE YOUR GONE
FAT PIGGY!!
WEIRDO JUST JUMP OFF A BRIGE!
I started letting the voice in my head. It was like a virus. Once in no turning back. I started to feed myself the thoughts. I started to cry
They are right. I should die
I started walking towards a bridge. It was tall. The view was so beautiful. The view you could see all of Seoul. The small houses and people. I went towards the very very side and leaned and saw pointy rocks on the bottom. I looked up at the moon and stars. I started to let tears flow down my cheeks
I should at least die peacefully
I closed my eyes and started breath the air slowly. As the hair went through my lungs hurtful. I exhaled the hurt,painful and sinful air. I wanted peace. I wanted a moment of silence. I heard the wind blow and the cars pass by. I heard people down below and loud music. I smiled
I climbed up and put my hands as a "T" shape. I smiled and closed my eyes. Slowly I started to lean forwards. I felt as if I was in slow motion. Slowly the pain started to fade. The more I leaned in the more I felt relief.
T A E- P O V
Me: YOU CHEATED ON ME JENNIE END OF THE STORY OKAY! LEAVE NOW!
Jennie: o-oppa it's all a misunderstanding please li-
Me: YOU KISSED KIA I SAW IT ALL! JIMIN AND JUNGKOOK AND I SAW IT! WHAT IS THERE TO DENY? HUH?
Jennie: You know what? Fuck you taehyung. Your to slow in relationships anyway. It took me less then a week to get Kai in bed with me. Unlike you who always says "Slow and steady"
Jennie: And I don't regret it Kim Taehyung. You weren't even my type!
Me: I ONLY DATED YOU CAUSE OF MY MOM YOU BIG HEAD! I DID START LIKING YOU BUT IM HAPPY I DIDNT FALL FOR A SLUT LIKE YOU
Jennie: Like if your not a cheater yourself( mumbles)
Me: IM NOT A CHEATER. YOU ARE YOU BITCH.
Jennie: WHAT ABOUT MINA HUH? I SEE THE WAY YOU LOOK AT HER. I DONT SEE THE SAME WAY AS YOU LOOK AT ME. MINA IS DUMB AND WORTHLESS. SHE DESERVES TO DI-
Me: SHUT UP( I raised my voice so loud)
I walked towards the door and slammed it behind me. I was upset and angry. We didn't have a BIG thing we started dating for a while but nothing more.
My mom told me I should date her and me being me I was like okay. I did start liking her but it died today. I was walking were I always liked to head. A bridge near by my house. It was calm there and I like to go there when I was upset or stressed.
I walked down the road until I made it there I looked around and saw a girl. Standing near the edge of the railing.I shrugged it off and looked the opposite way trying to clear my. Thoughts. I was confused of my feelings. I shouldn't be mad that she said about Mina ,but inside I couldn't let that pass by me. I looked down and gripped my hair tightly in frustration I sighed and I decided to look at the girl again and saw her standing on the railing standing about to jump. I panicked and ran towards her.
M I N A - P O V
I was about to do it. I was about to jump. About to leave this cruel world behind until I felt a grip on my lower waist and pull me towards the ground. Everything came back again.
"HAHAHAHAHHA"
"YOU WORTHLESS BITCH"
"DIE. OH WAIT DO YOU NEED ME TO SPELL TAHT FOR YOU?
D . I. E"
"WHY DID YOU EVER EXIST"
???: DONT PLEASE DONT DO IT
that voice. That voice I have heard before . His voice. That's voice that was able to calm me down and Even the voices in my head drifted away in fear. I sobbed. I struggled to get off the person who was holding me. Then the person flipped me over and pinned me to the floor. Then I saw him. The new kid.
Kim taehyung....
Tae: M-Mina?
I saw how tears started to form in his eyes. It wasn't because he was sad. He pity me. Tears filled my eyes as I saw him. I pushed him off and began to run. No. I wasn't going to jump. I was embarrassed of him seeing me like this. I ran away. I don't know where I'm heading but I ran as if my life depended on it. I heard his voice behind me yelling my name but I ran faster. I ignored the pain I felt.
After IU almost killing me i didn't want to go back home. I ran and ran and ran. I heard his voice closer. Wait....
He is running after me?!
I then got pinned to the wall. He looked into my eyes and tears fell down. He saw the cut on my cheeks. I don't why but he had an affect on me. He had me under his finger. Under his control. I closed my eyes as he traced my scars. He then caught me by surprise and hugged me.
I was sobbing. He hugged me tight Like if was the last time. I didn't know what to do. I felt tears streaming down as well. I then saw IU across the street. I noticed we were in the area were IU goes clubbing. I saw her hugging and kissing my ex. I felt my heart get tight. I sobbed and pushed taehyung but of course it didn't work. I looked away from her and hugged him back.
What's wrong with me....
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