𝙖𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 ; 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐱 ✓ [𝕖𝕕𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘]

𝘴𝘪𝘹𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘯

title|| disaster

Seeing her talking with Will just boils me. I wanted to cut them off and take her away from me, I'm her "boyfriend" after all. But that would sound a really dicky thing to do towards someone. Will is just taking her time off me, spending much time with her.

"Adrian didn't knew what was a pickle was so he gave me a carrot instead! HAHAHA!" Will laughs, she chuckles. Covering her mouth with her other hand, while eating. And there's me.. being the third wheeler. But fricking hell, look at the way she looks at him!

Wait.. don't fucking tell me she has feelings for-

"Alex, you haven't touched your food. Are you okay?" She held my hand, my eyes widen at her sudden touch. I instantly felt my cheeks have gotten red. "I-I'm fine.." my eyes converted down, avoiding eye contact with her. This is kind of cheating? Or is it? The way she talks and speaks to Will, she felt so comfortable and they are so close. When she's with me, she stutters and doesn't talk this comfortably ever. It drains my emotions and I felt like I've got rejected and left there.

My anger grew on me, I stood up from the table. They both shot a look at me, "Alex where are you-" "Fuck off." I walked out of the restaurant. I just felt hurt and alone. Why didn't she tell me she has feelings for him!? Why?! I can't believe this. I admit full on that I fucking like her so much. It hurts me when she's with other boys around her.

"Alex!!" It was her. What is she doing here? Isn't she going to spend more time with him rather me? Her "fake boyfriend".

- your
POV

"Alex!!" I cried, he doesn't look back but kept on walking. Will said I have to go after Alex and he can pay the bill, he'll be waiting at the front of the restaurant. I sighed in frustration and speed walk towards him. It was dark, but the street lights makes things much more dodgy. "Alex, answer me!" He stops, the wind blew his fringe softly. He shifts his body toward me, we weren't that close but I can feel his warmth from here. I can tell that something isn't right. There weren't much people around, just workers in their own business and cleaning up their after work. As we stood in front of a bakery store.

My feet instantly stepped forward. "Stop. Y/n. Leave me alone!" I felt his voice was trembling. "Alex why are you like this. Please tell me." I exclaimed in awe. Why is he acting like this? Is it because I've done something wrong to make this happen?

I fist up my hand into a ball, "Alex, pleas-"

"You didn't fucking tell me that you had fucked up feelings for Will!" He yells. I shivered in fear. I didn't tell him because I was scared this will happened. But it's not like he even truely likes me! "Why are you acting like this?! Or your jealous!??"

- third person's
POV

Alex deeply loves you with all his heart. You didn't know how much you meant to him. To the fact, he'll cry for hours to see you next to him. It hurts and withers him to see how happy you are with other boys that isn't him.

I regret agreeing Alex to make a deal.. I didn't know that this will happen...

You thought. "You don't fucking get it do you?!" He glares at you, sadness and hurt at the same time. Mixed. You didn't know which emotion he has right now, but you know it's one of those two for sure.

"Look lets calm down an-"

"Y/n Johnson! I fucking love you! For fuck sakes!"

Your eyes widen. Scared to say anything, you eyes started to sting. Tears were forming, you collapsed on your knees. Stuck in between again the two main things. You can't say it. You can't. The heart of yours stopped. You heard foot steps running to you, your vision started to get blurry. "Y/N!!" Was the last thing your heard before fainting into the darkness.

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