BE MORE MOTIVATED ! i'm lazy by nature, and my multiple mental ailments don't help that much. but this year i really want to try and finish things i start, put effort into everything i do, and try my hardest.
TAKE BETTER CARE OF MYSELF ! 2018 was a year of sporadic depressive episodes and slacking on self care. all i wanted to do was stay in bed and sleep. but this year i really want to push myself to jump that hurtle. take pride in my appearance and force a skincare routine on myself, take my meds on time, work out, eat more and eat better!!
ACCOMPLISH GOALS I SET ! i have a problem with not seeing things through. i tend to blame it on my adhd, but it's still one of my personal faults. i want to actually push myself to do the things i set out to do. this includes reading more, learning languages, and odd tasks in likeness.
CREATE MORE ! it's been a while since i've been creative. i just want this year to be filled with painting and sketching, writing and creating, editing, crafting. i just wanna create, create, create.
PUT MYSELF OUT THERE ! not a lot of people know this but i'm actually super afraid of commitment and intimacy. i don't like letting people in and seeing my true self. (which is why i have a different personality for each person i talk to, but anyways...) i really want to try being more vulnerable and letting people in this year.
TRAVELING ! i have a few trips planned for this year that i'm excited about. i live in a place with very few entertainment options, so it'll be good to get out and have free range of new places.
IMPROVING MY BODY IMAGE ! i have very low self esteem. it's built up over the years and every once in a while i get over it, but it always creeps back in. i want to better myself, be it with tattoos, piercings, working out, whatever. i just want to see myself in a better light and learn to love who i am.
that's about all i have for now. happy new year!
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