Catch Me If I Fall

A Conversation (pt 1)

11:34 am

I walked upstairs to Jahseh. I sat across from him he was on the bed and I was in the swivel chair across from the bed I crossed my legs

"Jahseh. I'm sorry about what happened downstairs. That was the baby talking."

No answer

"Jahseh. Baby."

He looks up. He was livid.

I walk over and sit in his lap rubbing his hands over my pregnant belly

"I'm really sorry.."

"I'm not falling in your trap."

"Pweuz."

"Stop baby talking. Your an grown woman."

I get on my knees in frount of Jahseh

"I said I'm sorry."

He just laid back and ignored me. I left out the room slamming the door. I went downstairs to clean up all the mess

7:30 am

I'm done cleaning and I was to angered to sleep. So i sat up and made breakfast for myself.

7:45 Am

Jahseh woke up and the house still smells like food

"Wheres my plate?"

I just ate and ignored him taking a small bite of my eggs with my fork.

"I'm hungry."

"You have hands and arms don't you?"

No response. He has no repsonce a lot. But this no response scared me.

He made himself breakfast

He sat down

"Jahseh. I'm sorry. I apologize. My behavior. My behavior. Was so. So. Horrible in frount of our parents and im really. Really. Sorry."

I was crying in between each pause

"Its just. I felt disrespected that you would tell our parents, family, and friends about how I knocked you up."