Catch Me If I Fall

Understanding.

Its just something about Jahseh smile that makes me feel.. Happy. His smile is so bright and wonderful.  I hope my baby has his smile, his eyes.

Today us the gender reveal party. Me and Jahseh don't know the gender and while people are at our decorating for the gender of our baby. Its not just random people. Its friends and family. Me and Jahseh are out at dinner when a news crew walks up and starts taking pictures. He wanted to leave but i told him to ignore them after a while I feel Jahseh take my hand and I stand up

"We should pose for some pictures."

"No.. Lets go."

"Puwezz"

"No baby talk. Lets go."

I rolled my eyes and followed him.

We got in the car and he started to yell. We never ague in frount of people. He respects Me.

"Do you want people to notice?"

"Notice What?"

"You really don't know what I'm talking about?"

"My pregnancy?"

"Yes!"

"Whats the problem with it?"

"My career. Just started. I don't want people in my buissness"

"I'm.sorry."

"Its Okay."

We kissed and people took pictures of ua so we decided to drive home and when we got there the house looked beautiful full of pinks and blues. And it said Boy or Girl.

Jahseh was in blue and I was dressed in a pink dress. I wanted a girl. But Jahseh. Jahseh wanted a boy.

We walked into the kitchen and their was a cake with blue and pink frosting and it said lil Jahseh or lil Erin? Jahseh cut it and we both lifted it up I saw the colors. Blue AND.      pink?

Me: is this a trick?

Jahseh: yeah. Its blue AND pink...

My mom: go to the living room

Jahseh: umm.. Okay.

Jahseh grabs my hand and we walk to the living room my brother was back from the military and he was holding... Blue roses. I hugged him smashing the roses. I then ran over to Jahseh.

Me: ITS A BOY JAHSEH! WERE HAVING A SON!!

My mom: congratulations baby. And Jahseh.

Jahseh: yes?

My mom: you better take care of my baby

Cleo (Jahseh's mom) and Jahseh: sure will.

Me: CLEEEOOO! HEEEYYYY!

Cleo: hey daughter in law

Jahseh: uh. Mom. Were not married.

Cleo: I know.

Me: I'm still her daughter in law.

Jahseh: not if I can control that

Me: you cant control anything

Jahseh walks closer and bites his lip

Jahseh: oh really

I walk closer and wrap my hands around the back of his neck

Me: yeah.

We French kissed. I even felt him bite my lip a little. My pink lipstick was on his lips

My mom: and thats how the baby was made..

She said it like she was a narrotor.

Me: actually that's not.. How the baby was made... Actually I can tell you how.

Jahseh: I don't think they want to know what there own kids did to make a baby.

Me: so it was 3 months and 3 weeks ago.

Jahseh: I'm leaving

Me: bye.

Jahseh: I'm going to bed.

Me: okay.

Jahseh: don't use to much detail.

Me: goodnight Jahseh.