Save Me (XXXTENTACION Love Story)

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I looked down at Nahmir and he was trying to stand up but he kept falling down. (SUNLIGHT ON YOUR SKIN WHEN IM NOT AROUND!🎼🎤😩)

I had to...😊

Carry on... *Beyonce Voice*

"Come on"I said grabbing Nahmir hand and helping him up, he tried to run up on Jahseh but I pulled him back

"Imma fuck you up nigga!"

"Liah get him outta here before I beat his ass again "Jahseh warned

I pulled Nahmir out the house and closed the front door. Nahmir ripped his arm away from me.

"Don't touch me bitch!"he shouted

"Who the fuck are you calling a bitch?"

He chuckled "You know what? Lemme rephrase that...you're not a bitch I'm sorry...YOU A THOT ASS HOE"he yelled

I could tell he was drunk right now cause he smelled just like ciroc. I scoffed "Imma let you slide...cause I know you're drunk and-"

"Why'd you do it?" He asked

"Do what?"

"Have sex with him! I pulled up in the yard earlier to pick up jay and I heard y'all fucking! That was suppose to be me Liah! You knew me longer than you knew this weird ass nigga and you let him hit before me?!"

I stared at him in shock "wow...I'm starting to think that's all you wanted from me...(chuckles) I mean when you saw that Kentrell was about to rape me you didn't beat his ass for me...you did it because he was about to take my virginity...something you wanted.."

He laughed and started clapping "you aren't as dumb as I thought...shit that's...that's the only reason I came to Florida.. I came here to make sure he didn't take it but shit if I knew you was gonna give it t-to Jahseh I wouldn't have came in the first place"he shrugged nonchalantly

A tear slipped down my cheek before I slapped him.

He held his cheek "Fuck! You hit hard"he chuckled a little

I turned around and grabbed the door knob.

"You know Florida's starting to grow on me..I think imma move it with yo auntie"He cackled

I walked in and slammed the door "Aye Liah! Yo auntie still single or nah?"He laughed through the door

Cleo stood right by the stairs "Are you okay baby? I heard y'all conversation"

I wiped the few tears that slipped out "He was my best friend...how could he-"

"Baby he was never your friend.."

"He's just drunk...maybe he doesn't-"

"Drunk actions are sober thoughts....remember that"she patted my back and walked upstairs.

Nahmir has been my best friend since fucking forever and to hear him say he's only my friend cause he wanted my virginity...hurts.

Before Jahseh...he was the only other male I've ever trusted. SINCE 6th fucking grade! We use to do everything together in we use to skip classes, go to dances together, smoke, everything...

I wiped my tears before walking upstairs. I saw Jahseh pacing back and forth in his room. He then noticed me and his face held a guilty expression.

"Li-Li, before you start yelling at me just let me explain please..."He said

"I'm listening.."

"Well I was laying down with you when this fuck nigga started banging on my door hard as hell, I went to go answer it and he just started attacking me...then that's when my mom came in a tried to break us up"Jahseh explained, he was breathing super hard as he clenched his jaw