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I was packing a overnight bag,when I started to think about what The girls were saying to me earlier.
I then grabbed my phone and searched up Xxxtentacion Save me'
Bella said he made the song when he was suicidal, and I wanna listen to his energy and how he was then.
But I decided to wait until I get over his house to listen to it.I heard light taps on my window.I walked towards it and opened my curtains.I saw Jahseh smirking from his window.
"Heyyy boo"He grinned
"What are you throwing at my window?"
"Some old pencils I found under my bed"He shrugged
"Ugh..I'm coming Jah"
"Well hurry up"He said closing the window.I closed mind also
I grabbed my bag and headed downstairs.Some of the guys was upstairs in the guest room while Jay and Nahmir was downstairs on the couch sleeping.
I walked to the door and put my hand on the knob
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"Going to Jahseh's House?"Nahmir asked
I jumped slightly turning around.He was sitting up on the couch looking at me with low eyes.
"Yeah....is that a problem?"I asked
"Nah...you do you"He said.I opened the door and walked out.I jogged over Jahseh's house and lightly knocked on the door.
He immediately answered "Damn you take forever...I thought Nahmir was forcing yo ass to stay there"he chuckled letting me in
"Yeah right"I scoffed
We walked upstairs to his room and I sat my bag down on his bed
"Wait,is your mom cool with me being here?"
"Nah you cool"
"Are you sure cause it-"
"I said you cool,Liah.She won't mind,I promise"he said
"Okayy"I sighed plopping on the bed.
He just stared at me from his doorframe
"Stop it"
"Oh sorry...I forgot you don't like me staring at you"he chuckled
Little does he know...I fucking love it now
"It's just uncomfortable"I said.He nodded in understanding
"Okay I'll stop baby"
"I am not your baby"I said
"You could be tho"he said boldly
"But we cant be in a relationship right? I'm too weird for you"He chuckled
I strunched my eyebrows together "What are you-"
"I heard you and Nahmir talking earlier.You said me and you could never be in a relationship and Nahmir was like 'Good that nigga weird he doesn't deserve you anyway' "
"I said that because of Kentrell...Jah as much as I want to I can't be in a relationship with you.I don't wanna risk you getting hurt because of me"I said
He chuckled "You sound dumb as hell"
I was a little taken back by that response
"Excuse me?"
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Save Me (XXXTENTACION Love Story)
Fanfiction"You can't save me Liah! No one can!"Jahseh cried as he held the gun on his temple "Jah Baby,please! Don't do this please don't!"I cried "I have no reason to live Liah! So Why not? Hm? Give me one good reason!"He yelled "BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU...
