Naive to Bold (swasan)✅

part-5(New life)

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Recap: sanskar leaving swara . Swara pov.

So here is today's part:

Writer pov:
After sometime swara went to her home sorry according to her her parents home where she no longer belongs. She packed her stuff in one bag and some medicines .she called someone and after sometime She went to railway station and wait for one hour. After sometime a train arrived she went in it.

Two weeks later:
Punjab
Swara pov:
I came to Punjab two weeks ago. That day I was so confused I took the first train to North India as I can't live in that area it feels like I never belonged their , at that place I just want to go away from their I can't go to the nearby areas in South side as dad have his business in all areas . The states where I can go was north side Delhi, Haryana , Himachal, Punjab , j and k . I took the first train to this area and the last stop of the train was Punjab . I just go with flow . I can't risk my life. I want to live happily for my babies. Oh sorry I forgot to tell u I was pregnant with sanskar's child I so wanted to tell him but he didn't listen to me. Maybe the babies have a bad fortune because they came in my life when I became 20 my worst day ever my worst birthday. U will be thinking how I got it . Actually I was in depression from last 7 month only bhai know about it. I don't wanna anyone to know but how I can forget my bhai he is my shadow for once I can forget about myself but he can't he know every single detail about me and my life . I don't know how he got to know about every damn thing.he just care for me too much sometimes I got irritate but I never want him to him never I want him always like this .he .... (Reality hit her) but he changed I cant stop him from changing everything changed my bhai changed if he can change than anyone can change in this world . Because he was literally my world and if he can change I don't expect others to not change...u r thinking why I am not crying this whole week make me strong. Actually when I went for checkup doctor said me to stay happy for babies. So I stopped thinking about my past and started my life with a new hope. With this cuties. I know we can't forgot things but someone said right only that if we can't laugh on same joke again and again why we cry on same thing . I cried very much for whole week and now I can't I can't.... I want to come out of this depression as soon as possible in this time the oy happiness I have are the babies. I can't let them go. I can't I need them more than anything. ....I was telling how I got the best news of my life .it's a day before all the bad happenings.i went for my monthly checkup as I am slowly recovering from Depression as I was getting happiness but all of sudden with this all bad things and I again started going in depression so I went to doctor and in general check up of my body she got something different and for confirming doubt she tested and the test was positive I was pregnant I was happy I so wanted to tell all this to sanskar and bhai but their phones r out of reach soi thought them to tell the next day but my whole life changed in seconds I just a day all relations get broken all things changed I lost everything in a flash and got the happiest news also.. I don't know what to do celebration or crying but I got one thing that celebration is good so I just tried moving on but it's tough very tough very step I took forward it hurts it's like something I am lossing a part of me is leaving me..... It hurts very badly. How much I try I can't let the 20 years go. It's my life ...... And it hurts to leave my life but now I have a reason to live my babies having so many sorrows still I have one reason one happiness to live my whole life. It's true when God snatch something he replace it with something good. I don't know I will always forget them or not it will stop hurting me or not . Their words stop echoing in my ears or not. This past stop haunting me or not.
But now I can live with one reason .... I will come out of this depression also with this cuties...
Ok so u know how my previous life is my new life all happy and happening (no nothing like that ) I just look happy but I am not I am trying to be happy but how much strongly I try I fall miserably . I am bad at faking. I always hate fake things than how can I make myself fake.....but I have a good life for one -two days I live in a hotel and started searching for a house finally I found one on rent the house belong to some NRI so the caretaker give it to me easily as he can make money so he don't investigation much about me just take my id proofs. I got one room with attached washroom lobby and a kitchen which I have to share with one another girl but it's alright. Finally I got a place to live . Than the next problem was work the girl with me give me idea of starting a cafe she even know a place but she don't have that much money to invest so I thought so u thought why don't give this a try and now from one and half week and slowly the work is improving as it is on a busy road where college and school is just 2 min away by walk and on the other side it have hospital and main road so it is always crowdy . People like our things as we keep the price less and profit margin also less because we want our work to get popular soon with time we will change price ...... I love cooking from starting and doing it in form of work is also good as it's my hobby and I can make money from it as I want to give the money back to them which i took that day. I want to give them the money back as I took 3 lakh rupees that day from my home . I will give this money back one day may be after some years when I can be able to settle down perfectly but I don't want their money but that day I needed it because I have to start a fresh and without money I can't .... I know I am sounding wrong but I just can't leave the house without money because i can't loose my babies because they r my life now so u have to do it..... Yes if u say I am selfish I am for my babies life teach me many things I can't live without them I can't so I have to take that money that day but I will give them their money back..........I hope someday everything hot right I want everything alright again but I know nothing can be back to their original place nothing..... Everyone left me everything changed.....(crying) buy still I have hope .... May be it's all a test of God .godji will do everything good . I have that faith on godji.....

Swara pov end
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Precap: Arjun's arrival

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