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You dont say "i love you" back - part 1

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Ashton:

Since it's been a while since Ashton and you have had some time alone, you decided to spend the night together, just cuddling and watching movies. Somewhere in the middle of the second one, Ashton talks to you for a while, very seriously."And I just wanted to say that I love you" Ashton says, looking down at his hands wrapped around yours. You were at a loss for words, as you hadn't been expecting that. Sure, you've been together for a few months, and you think you feel that way too. You think. You just feel like it's a little too soon. That's all. So you stand there, not saying anything with Ashton standing in front of you, waiting for you to respond to his confession. After a while he lets go of your hands, still looking down. "Ashton, I-" You begin. "No, Y/N, it's fine" he cuts you off. "I understand. It's too early for this. I'm sorry I brought it up" he says, trudging out of the room. "Ashton, wait" You call to him, but it's too late. He's out the door and walking down the street, hands in pockets, head down.

Calum:

Calum and you are spending this lovely Sunday afternoon together, and right now you're having a tickle fight. He's on top of you, hands digging into your sides, leaving you gasping for air. Somewhere in the air through your giggles you hear Calum say "I love you so much, Y/N". you pry your eyes open and look at him to find him staring into your eyes. He looks at you as if he's expecting you to say something, and you are still at a loss for words. You're still not completely sure if he said what you thought you had heard. Maybe he just said that he loves this so much instead of you. I don't know. As you're pondering what to respond with, Calum gets off from being on top of you, sitting back up on the couch. "Calum..." You trail off, looking at the floor. "Y/N, it's fine. I get it. I shouldn't have said anything" Calum sighs, getting up and going up the stairs, closing a door behind him.

Michael:

It had been a long day for both you and Michael, him at the studio and you at school. You two finally get the chance to lie down and do absolutely nothing. He set up a nice bath and afterwards you got into your pajamas and into bed. Michael lies on his back with his arm around your shoulder as You lie on your stomach, with your head on his chest. You stay still for quite some time. It's very quiet and you listen to the strong beating of his heart and the steady breath running through his lungs. Just as you're dozing off, you hear a faint whisper from Michael, who you thought was already sleeping. "I love you, Y/N" he says. You keep quiet, and only your breaths can be heard for a while. You haven't really said that to each other yet. Sure, when you were just friends, you said it in the friendly, joking way you say "I love you" to your friends, but you two haven't said it yet in a serious situation. You continue to allow the only sound be our breathing, and you feel Michael shift a bit as he mutters and "Okay" before falling asleep.

Luke:

Luke had asked you quite some time in advance to keep tonight free, so you did. He drives you to a park around eight at night, just when the sun is setting completely. You walk hand in hand, winding throughout the park, through the various patches of trees and waterways. After a little while of walking, he sits down on a bench overlooking the pond. Some time goes by and you feel Luke's gaze on you after a little bit of sitting, so you turn to look at him. He stares down into your eyes and you look up into his. "I love you, Y/N" he says out of nowhere. You freeze, your hand no longer fiddling with the hem of your sundress. You turn my focus back onto the bond and continue to let your hands move again. Say it back. Say it, you tell yourself. But you can't you don't know why. Well, maybe You do. You think what your mind is doing is to not let yourself think that you love him, and it takes all of the power in the world to not tell him that you feel the same way. You don't want yourself to get hurt when he goes on tour and finds someone better. By the time you're done processing it all, Luke has gotten up and continues along the path alone, head down.