Messing with Magcon Boys.

Well this is..Awkward...

Audrey's pov:

I can't believe he did that to me... I mean I knew he was a good actor but he really had to do that... In front of everyone?

I mean it was bad enough that he had broken my heart but he had to further the damage?

And the worst part about it was that he really had me going...I actually thought he was asking me to stay...I actually thought for a whole minute that he really cared...

Shame on me...thinking I was special enough for him...

Thinking I could change him and make him settle down...thinking I was going to be that girl...the one who came in from no where and swooped the notorious 'Nash Grier' off his feet... But I had  myself going because to him it was a game

A big fucked up, painful, heart breaking game.

And the saddest part is that I let him win... I gave him the score... I laid my cards out heart side up and he just tore it apart not even taking a second look.

An that hurt a lot

I didn't even attempt to wipe away the tears they were there and if I wiped them away new ones would eventually fall and take there place so it's nothing new to me... Being replaced...everything about me must just be really replaceable...

I played my sad songs trying to mend my heart a little Sasha, Samantha, Emily, Ally, Mahogany, And a few other girls were all sitting up front and they were laughing and messing around...

I wish I could be like them... Not hurt... able to just sit and laugh and enjoy everything somehow that never happened for me

Ever.

Samantha and Sasha had both managed to talk there parents and the managers into allowing them to your with us I guess cam took a liking to Sasha and he asked her out on a date there not official yet but I'm assuming its coming soon... Samantha and Hayes were already official and dating they were like made for each other

Funny how things work out sometimes ya know?

How when one brother turns out to be a total douche and mess with girls feelings like a cat with a dead mouse and the others a perfect gentleman.

I just shook my head changing the song because I couldn't listen to it anymore... I couldn't handle the fact that Im broken and he's just fine.. I haven't seen him since the fight which was a few days ago I haven't even looked at him...

I couldn't deal with seeing him happy when I was so depressed I hated it I tried being strong but it just didn't work I'd always think of something and it would remind me of him... It just wasn't working...

"Hey were going shopping you wanna come?" Emily asked

I shook my head no but Ally jumped at the question "great idea your coming weather you like it or not!" she said

I shook my head not feeling like shopping at all..

She shook her's yes and we went back and forth until I had a head ache from moving my brain so much

In the end she ended up winning because I didn't want to fight anymore and I slid on a pair of skinny jeans and a black tank top not even caring I brushed my hair and managed to put it up in a messy bun so it looked decent and a quick line of eyeliner so I wasn't self conscious all day

I really really really didn't want to go but I guess it might help keep my mind off things

We were all walking around in the huge mall and we stopped at the Victoria Secret

I as actually having fun and laughing and I was glad Ally made me come

"Okay Audrey I dare you to try this on I'll give you $5" One of the girls who I found out name was Claire said

I shrugged all it was, was lingerie it was a black garter belt and a hot pink bustier top I mean why not I'm just in front of girls so whats the problem?

"Okay" I said grabbing the right size and walking to the counter "can I try these on?" I asked holding them up

The lady looked a little taken back from my openness but the guy next to her nodded and grabbed a pair of keys he was so gay that you could practically see rainbows shooting out of hi freaking ears so I really didn't care if he saw what I was trying on

I walked over to the group of my girls and told them to come back by the dressing room so I didn't have to walk through the store in the shit because that was not happening

I walked into the dressing room and put it on looking at myself in the mirror

I didn't look bad but I didn't look great...I was really self conscious so I didn't want to go out there...at all...

I could hear them talking out side of the door but when I pulled the curtain to the dressing room thingy they all stopped talking

I had squeezed my eyes closed and took a few steps forward but not to far as to show the whole store my ass because sadly the piece she had picked out was a thong

My nerves were already worked up but there silence wasn't helping the fact that I was super self conscious already so I opened my eye to see what ha there tongues caught but sadly enough I saw every MagCon boy standing there staring at me

EVERY FUCKING ONE OF THEM!