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Kinda depressing update

Recently I have been showing signs of a medical condition, which basically means Is get sick over certain periods of time. However with mine the doctors are almost 100% sure that I have it, but it can't be cured. Every week I get sick to the point where I have to go to the ER to regain fluids, because I will be throwing up three days worth of food in one sitting. The problem is I am missing a lot of school because of this and the work is stressing me out, it's gotten to the point where I am failing half my classes. The stress has caused me to avoid eating because I don't have the time, and since I'm already losing a lot of water weight from the medical condition, it's resulting in me losing weight at an unhealthy pace. I've lost 20 pounds in the past 2 weeks, which is a lot for me. The stress is becoming a lot to handle and idk if I will be able to pass this semester, which means I won't be able to get into a good college in the future. I've also developed chronic migraines which aren't helping anything. I'm scared the my entire future could be in jeopardy just because of one medical condition I can't even help. If anybody knows any coping methods for all this stress, please tell me! This is only a smidge of all the problems I have to deal with rn and idk how much more of this I can take before something happens. I'm currently on a medication that's supposed to help, but it's hardly doing anything. I don't think my teachers realize all the work I have to do because I am in all advanced classes and I'm still working on an animation project that can help me earn money so I can help pay for food for me and my mom. It's just so scary knowing you have no control over something that's making your life a train wreck. Just plz if anybody has advice tell me, I rlly need it