Thoughts

Depressing

Have you ever been in a relationship where you hate the person but you can't help but love them at the same time? Where it's a relationship so toxic that you are used to it and are scared of any other life. Where they have full dominance and they abuse it, making you feel like every bad thing is your own fault, and then make you love them again. Those are what hurt the most, not when someone you hate is constantly abusing and hurting you, but when someone hurts you and makes you love them for it, just so that it can happen again, and again, and again. You feel like you are tied to a tree in a thorny rose garden, you love it, but it's hurts you to.