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Prologue

To: Park Jimin

How are you?

How have you been?

I can't help but wonder these things as I write this. It's been three years, yet you're the first thing on my mind every morning and the last thing every night.

Are you eating well? I know that sometimes you slip up, so if not for your wife, then for me~

I know that it's been a long time, but I wonder; do you still think of me?

I should be with my friends, playing with the fireworks and smiling for you.

I can't bring myself to get up, though.

There's a sinking feeling in my heart, my dearest Jimin. Do you feel it too, sometimes? Maybe it's just me? I don't know, but I hope for anything that you're happy.

I'm not angry with you, Jiminie.

Please don't ever think that I am angry with you.

I love you.

I love you, Jimin, and I have ever since I met you. I have loved you for these years, and I will love you for my next fifty. My heart belongs to you, and I know that you're happy now with Kristal, but please don't forget me.

That night at the lake, I think that that was the moment. The moment everyone has in their life when they see through their soulmate...

I saw through you, Jimin.

Instead of seeing the broken boy I was slowly molding into a better version of, I saw you. I saw your beauty, your shyness, your adorable face.

I saw your passion, and I saw your pain.

I saw everything, sweet Jimin.

And I know that you saw me, too.

I won't lie - every day it gets more painful. I can smile and be happy for you, but when I'm alone, that's when it hits the hardest. The loneliness is so painful, Jimin, but I will endure it if it means you get everything that you deserve in life.

My hand is shaking as I write this...

How is Kristal?

How are you?

Ah, it's so late here.

I should get some sleep, Jimin. I hope you are resting fine as well, wherever you are. ♥︎

I love you always.

Goodbye, my love.

From: Kim Taehyung