bullied

Ch. 15: Make Your Move

"Yeah."

"Why?"

"Because"

"Because you're jealous that you don't have a girlfriend?"

"No"

"Yeah!" Ryan and I said together.

"Shut up."

⋆Justin's POV⋆

I can so kiss a girl... it's just that, this one isn't going to be real. I'm just dating her 'cause I don't want her to call the cops. Everything they're telling me, I can do. it's just that I have to pretend everything because I don't really like Ariana.

But to know that I have to 'show' I like her is just going to be hard as fuck.

"Kiss her again at the party bro" Ryan said.

"WHAT!?"

"You did it once, just do it again."

"I am not kissing that mother fu... I mean... I'm not ready to kiss her yet"

"Bro, sometimes you are so fucking weird." Luke laughed.

"I'm a terrible kisser okay" I said awkwardly.

"You are?"

"Yes"

"How do you know?"

"'Cause Ariana ignored me after it."

"Maybe it was because you did it outta nowhere?" Chaz said.

"And that you hated her then" Ryan added.

"I don't know when the perfect moment is okay? I'm not gonna kiss her."

That time I kissed her, it was terrible and awkward. For the past few days I didn't really talk to her because it was so awkward. I did open doors for her from time to time, but that's basically it.

⋆Ariana's POV⋆

Justin has been acting weird lately. He hasn't been telling me to do his work. Is that 'one more week' over?

He opened the door for me, which was very strange.. but we never talked. He doesn't call me a bitch anymore and he sometimes even smiles at me, but then I think one time he rolled his eyes after.

He does not like me right? because when he dated Jasmine he wasn't even this nice. Maybe he just wanted to change because he was being such an asshole. And I think he still is but he just changed a lot.

Luke, Ryan, Chaz and Justin have been hangings around with each other so much lately... I kinda like it. Karson isn't always focused on what Luke is doing and I can actually talk to her.

But when we go to the party, she's just gonna rush right to Luke and leave me alone. That's just basically what happens all the time. She does it so much, I can even guess it. But I guess she's just excited to have a boyfriend so I'm not mad.

I just have no idea what I'm even going to do there. Wouldn't it be better just to stay home... by myself... with no one to talk to?

Sounds a lot like me. So why not? I guess I won't come to this stupid party. Plus, no one would want me going anyways.

Actually... I'll go, then leave. No one will notice 'cause I'm just a nobody to everyone in the school. They'll never know.

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⋆Justin's POV⋆

I haven't really thought this through... Jazmyn and Jaxon need someone to take care of them. They can't just be at home by themselves.

I took a bus to their school and picked them up from kindergarten. Wow, I guess mom or dad aren't coming home.. ever.

My phone started vibrating, so I took it out of my pocket.

"Hello?" I spoke.

"Thanks a lot Justin. Because of you, dad and mom are both here annoying me with questions!"

"Tyler?"

"Yeah?"

"What are they asking you?"

"They're asking me how I know and who told me and all that shit! I'm not going to tell them! I hate them, they lied to me this whole time. I can't believe them."

"Did you ever babysit before?"

"Yeah"

"How old were the kids?"

"4"

"Can you come by my house... like right now?"

"Sure"

"Bye"

"Bye"

I'll just get Tyler to babysit. Should I trust him? I mean, he's just a ten year old. But he said he's done it before so...

When I was home, Jazmyn and Jaxon were asking me all these questions about where mom and dad were. I don't know how to answer them. I'm just waiting for Tyler to come home. their babysitter just left, and now they're being curious little kids.

Minutes later, I heard a knock on the door. It was Tyler.

"What's up?" He said.

"Um... you trying to stay away from Jeremy and Lisa right?"

"Yeah"

"Do you mind babysitting Jazmyn and Jaxon? I have somewhere to go tonight"

"Sure."

"Okay, so at 7:30, they have dinner, it's in the fridge just microwave it for about a minute... phone is over there by the couch, oh and they both need to take a shower before 9:00 but I should be home by then."

"Okay"

"Call me if anything happens"

"Okay."

"JAZZY! JAXON! TYLER IS HERE TO WATCH YOU GUYS!" I yelled.

"Okay" I heard from Jazmyn.

"Thanks bro" I said to Tyler.

"No prob. bye"

"Bye"

I left the house and checked the time.

5:00 already? How is that even possible? I need to be there by 5:15! I ran as quickly as I could to Chaz's house.

I guess this is where I'm making my move... Fuck.

I can't do it! I'm a terrible actor and I swear if I mess it up, she'll know something is going on and I just cannot explain to her what's happening!

How could I ask some ugly bitch out? its so hard to ask someone out when she's all ugly and bitchy and shy.. basically everything I don't want in a girl.

But that's my fault for thinking of this stupid idea that I can't stop now because I'm at the party.

Fuck, I'm such an idiot.