Love at First Site

I. Love. You

Nashs P.O.V

She mumbled the words that I was too afraid to let fall off my lips. She told me she wanted to go steady. She held onto my heart and convinced me she would never break it. I never been in love with anyone like this. I noticed she started to grow hesitation toward the fact of Rose and I breaking up. She questioned me multiple times asking when we can actually be a couple. I said I needed more time, but I didn't. I knew what I wanted and even if it's not official, it still meant something to me. We sat on my warm carpet discussing our problems the whole night. You would think we knew everything about each other from the late night chatting, but we don't. I thought I knew the depressed lonely girl that sat in her room all day, but after this I found out she's the most caring, inteligent, inspiring girl I've ever met. She's been through hell and back and still is. She's an inspiration and her words comfort me and make me wonder why I never chose her instead of Rose. She crawled onto my lap and laid on my chest. She closed her beautiful eyes and fell softly asleep. I held her for a few minutes, admiring all her flaws. But were they called "flaws" if I was so in love with them? I brushed her long brown hair with my fingertips. It was so peaceful and romantic. Rose usually wants to makeout the whole time we are together, but not Autumn. She wants the relationship. Within those few minutes of observing her imperfections, I decided I wanted one too. 

I carried her and placed her softly on my bed. I tucked her in and let her dift slowly asleep. I wondered what she dreamt of. I grabbed my phone and looked at the time. It was almost three o'clock in the morning. I opened imessage and texted Rose. "I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore." I stared at it and thought if I really wanted to do this. I would lose my popularity and most of my "friends". Then I looked at Autumn and pressed send. Rose was probably asleep so I didn't wait for her to answer. I crawled into bed and held onto Autumn. I kissed her forehead and tried to go to sleep. Then I had a realization, I thought of the text I just sent to Rose and how much I regreted it. I didn't regret what I did, but I regretted how I said it. "I'm sorry.." I'm not sorry though.

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I felt a sloppy kiss hit my lips. I opened my eyes and saw my angel. "Good morning, sunshine!" She said with a smile. She got up and ran to the bathroom. She was adorable. I followed her in and we brushed our teeth together. After that, I check my phone. No messages from Rose. I was suprised, but I didn't let it affect my mood. I grabbed Autumn and started kissing her. She kissed back and pushed me onto the bed. She jumped onto of me and started licking her lips. I grabbed her cute butt and fell back. She started to kiss my neck until the door slammed open. Autumn quickly jumped off. Rose walked in and said, "What the fuck is this?" I looked at Autumn and saw fear in her eyes. Autumn got up and insisted for her to leave, but Rose said no. Rose started to scream, "You're fucking hooking up with this depressed freak? Wow. You broke up with me for her?" Rose looked at Autumn and shook her head. I decided to stick up for my lady, "Yes, I broke up with the most bitchiest, judgemental, and most annoying girl for the most beautiful, smartest, and flawless girl. Why? Because I deserve her. You don't deserve me." Autumn looked at me with compassion and affection. "Fuck you, Nash. You two have fun. When you get bored of her problems, give me a call." She walked out and left us in complete shock. Autumn jumped onto of me and started kissing my face. She would break the every kiss and say, "I" "Love" "You." And I love her too. I don't even have to say it, I know she knows I love her. I have been ever since I met her in the chatroom