I rolled over sighing I cried myself to sleep last night nyema took Kehlani soo was just in my room thinking about everything I did to Audri from the petty arguments to us physically fighting to her killing herself
I grabbed my laptop and searched ways to get over depressing a few things popped up but I didn't really pay them attention until I saw clothing designing classes
I clicked on the ad and the classes were in Miami Florida and offers child day care services
I clicked on the payment plans and they Were FREE
This is perfect I need to call audr-"I cut myself off by realizing she was dead
Damnit I almost forgot"I mumbled going into the kitchen
I seen the dishes pilled up in the sink
Trash pilled up in the floor and dirty clothes everywhere
I'm a mess"I said breaking down crying
My hair ain't done my house a mess and I can't take care of my own child"I screamed crying
Then sombody knocked on my door I opened it to see nyema Nique and Kehlani
Hey mommy"she said smiling
Hey kk"I said whipping my face
Bítch hell no this house a mess"Nique said throwing her purse On the couch
Who cares"I said giving her a straight face
Gilr ykw get up and get dressed and imma call the maid service " Nique said pulling out her phone
I went and took a shower brushed my teeth and put on my overalls and white Jordan 11's
I'm ready"I said slipping my Mickey Mouse Beenie over my messy hair
We pulled up to the nail salon and for some reason I didn't wanna be here
Hey girl pick color"the Asian man said snapping me outta my thoughts I multicolored nail polishes and took a seat
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Hello, I'm Adrian "A male dude said to me
I'm Shaylee"I said giving him a weak smile
Oh no bítch that smile was fake asf are you okay"he asked
I laughed
I'm just not feeling it today"I said looking down at my nails
Awww it will get better love hears my number if you need anything"he said walking to a chair
———————- 20 minutes later
I looked down at my freshly painted nails and smiled
I feel like myself again Nique"I said smiling
Good I know Audri was your BESTFRIEND but just because she died doesn't mean you can just give up on your own life"Nique said driving
I've been thinking I wanna move to Miami and take designer classes"I said not making eye contact with her
Well since were being honest I wanna join the Air Force"Nique said
What about baebae"I asked
That's what I was gonna ask you about"she said looking at me
N-Nique I can't take care of two kids"I said
Shaylee please once I leave basic training I will start giving you half of my check"she said
I plan on leaving the day of Audri's funeral"I said breaking the silence
I'm leaving the day after I kinda already sighed up"Nique said
So you had this planned huh"I asked laughing
Sorta"she said smiling
By this time we were at the hair salon and I got my usual black lace and I just felt like myself again I haven't felt this way in 2 days
I'm finally meeee"I said singing the Austin and ally song
We had gotten home and Nyema and kk were sleep so I went into my room and went to sleep
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