Sinead- I had one too many

Sinead- I had one too many (chapt 48)

Chapter 48

Keiran walked in giving me a bottle of water sitting on the edge of the bed.

Him-how you feeling

Me-how do you think." i replied coldly

Him-your acting as if your the only one who lost someone

Me-well i'm sorry that i can't act "chilled" out about my children being kidnapped because i love them." he shook his head

Him-act immature

Me-Keiran our children could be anywhere right now, can we not argue please

Him-i won't argue when you stop that stink attitude

Me-okay. I'm sorry, okay?" he just left the room quietly shutting the door behind him.

I felt guilty, i know we are both probably feeling the same way about it and i'm just acting stupid wanting to take my frustration out on him. I just don't know any other way to cope.

I got up wiping away my tear walking into the front room to find it empty, i walked out walking into Shaira's room to find him sitting on the bed with his head in his hands

Me-we need to go out there, i just can't... We can't let everyone do the work

Him-you know we have to be here just incase

Me-one of us can go looking and one stay

Him-looking where Shin?" I looked down

Me-i dunno

Him-exactly.

Me-well atleast i'm trying, it's like urghhh. Your just pissing me off" i said walking off

Him-where are you going!?" he shouted from the room

Me-OUT!" i said slipping on my designer flip flops and grabbing my bag slamming the front door behind me.

It just felt so tense in there. Why don't he understand that we have to work together instead of against each other. It's our kids out there probably terrified not knowing what the hell is going on and he agree's to the terms of us sitting at home doing nothing waiting for them to come home -_-

This is bull shit. I want my fucking kids back!

I got into my Black mini, turning on my navigator and driving off. I drove for hours and hours burning petrol for no reason before i ended up at Malikah's house. I would have went Cerise's but her and Dwayne have such a dysfunctional relationship, i just don't need it around me right now, all it would do is drive me crazy.

I knocked on the door and Rashan answered.

Him-yeah?

Me-can i come in please" i said trying to hold my tears in but failed bursting into a loud cry.

He pulled me in holding me tight.

Me-where's Malikah

Him-at a friends" i wiped my tears nodding

Him-what's wrong?

Me-Sasha is wrong. Fucking sick in the head Rashan, she kidnapped my kids" his face dropped

him-seriously?" i nodded sniffing

Him-shit." was the only thing that came out of his mouth.

He sat me down in his living room holding me, rocking me back and forth stroking my hair.

Him-who knew she was that sick

Me-i did." he pecked my forehead

Him-don't worry, i'm going to get some people to find her