Pregnant and Screwed

Me acting "sick"

My period has not come for 2 months,I'm scared (shit shit shit shit)
All I could think about is what if,what if I have to kill the baby (if there even is a baby) or have to kill my self to die of emotional conduct.My mind was gong through brain waves of death and having a child come out of my vagina!No biggy (fuck life) I walked through the halls looking up and down.My best friend Lila asked if I was ok,yes I told her the truth!And yes about the shut door too.She immediately screamed and went to go to Cvs,I asked her why.She said to get a pregnant test,after school I texted my mom saying we were gonna "stay at school to finish a project" she said OK.Lila walked out and we went back to school so worried that it would actually say positive. I told Lila I was just could have had a fever,she pushed me into the bathroom and made me pee on the test.Soon after five min went by she flipped the test over...