life without you

chapter 11

25th June 2009 ~ 08:30am
"come on Elsie you gotta get dressed" Dad says standing in my doorway, I stop playing the guitar and looks at him and pull a massive Cheshire grin

"what?" he asks

"you got bed hair too" I giggle, he walks over to my dresser and laughs so I walk and stand by him

"mine's more of an afro than yours"

"oh yeah?" he smiles and puffs his hair with his hands

"hey that's cheating" I smile and grab my phone "3,2,1. smile"

We both smile and I place my phone down

"come on, get dressed please"

"why can't we have a day off too?"

"cause you're not working, your day off is the weekend"

"can we play the sagadrive during the lunch hour?"

"yeah, I'm gonna win again" he smiles

"no, I am"

"I've won the last 24 games so I'm gonna win again" he smiles and walks out

I go to the closet and have a look through. It's hot today so I'm going with the cowgirl look, shorts, black thin strapy shirt, you know the thin strap type but i always call them strapy aha anyway back my my outfit. I also out on my blue checked button up on top with the light brown cowgirl boots. I brush my hair letting it be it's naturally wavy look and I go downstairs.

"bye, have fun" Dad smiles hugging me

"it's school, how can it be fun?" I laugh hugging him back

"see you at lunch, I love you"

"love you too"

"I love you most" he smiles and kisses my forehead and we leave going to the classroom.

12pm
I went to see the animals quickly before I go to find Dad, it's not the same as Neverland. No tigers or Llamas, just rabbits and guinea pigs, you know all the little fluffy animals.

"hey there buddy, you've grown loads" I smile petting the rabbit then Jackson my beagle which I won by reading 3 books one weekend off dad, Paris did the same and got a cat. I petted Jackson then played fetch. I suddenly sensed fear and I instantly run to the house

"Prince?" I called

"let me see my daddy!" I hear Paris yell, I run upstairs and see Paris and Prince getting held back by Bill and Steve outside dad's room I push pass through them and my heart stops, I see Dad's doctor doing cpr ........... On Dad

"you gotta do it on a hard surface!" I scream at him as my eyes gets tears, Rick comes in and quickly moves Dad to the floor and does cpr, I kneel down and hold his hand in both of mine. This can't be happening.

"get off me! I'm not letting go of his hand" I shout at someone who is trying to pull me away

"please don't go Dad, come back, I need you" I say through tears and the paramedics arrives and my hands literally gets ripped off Dad's and they take him away.

"come on, we'll follow behind them in the car" Bill says and I grab Dad's pillow taking it with me. I held the pillow tight to me as I looked out the window on our way to the hospital, I can't lose him, I need him. God please don't take my Daddy away.

"Everything will be fine, the angels are watching over him" Prince says trying to reassure us

I go to question him with what if everything isn't gonna be fine but I saw Blanket's face and I knew I couldn't do that he's already scared as it is.