Way Back Home (Mark Tuan - GOT7 Fanfic)

Chapter 17: Friends

“Annyeong Patrick! Annyeong Peter Pan!” I said while playing with the two stuffed toy.

“You look like a child.” Mark said then pinched my cheeks.

Mark, please stop doing that. I’m falling and falling for you even harder. Please don’t be like that to me. -_-

I gave him a pouting look. He just laughed a bit.

“But uhm, I was just wondering. Why do you like Patrick Star and Peter Pan?” he asked. “You never told it to me before.”

I think about it first. Why do I like them?

“I like Patrick Star because he’s pink and I love pink plus his shape is like a star which always reminds of me of the stars in the sky. Plus he always reminds me that no matter how useless and innocent he is, people still love him. Sometimes, I see myself in him.” I said. “The useless and innocent one”

Mark hit my arms.

“Yah, why are you hitting me?” I said in surprise.

He looked at me with a look quite irritated.

“You’re not useless, not to us.” he said. “Especially not to me.”

The moment he said that phrase, ‘Especially not to me’, I felt like I fell down and he was there to catch me. I’m deeply falling in love with this guy and it breaks my heart. </3

“Maybe for you not, but for that person, I feel so worthless.” I said it coldly.

Mark looked held my head and faced it to him.

“Is that Baldwin you’re talking about?” he asked. “Tsk. I thought you’ve moved on with him”

I shook my head.

“It’s not Baldwin?” he asked.

“Baldwin never made me feel that I’m worthless. To be honest, he was the one who acknowledged my abilities.” I said. “But wait, how did you know Baldwin?” I asked.

“You told us during the truth or dare.” Mark said.

“Oh, I see.” I said.

“If it’s not Baldwin, then who is it?” Mark said.

To remove the pain I’m feeling right now, I just changed the topic.

“And Peter Pan, because he doesn’t want to grow up. That’s what I also want, to never grow up. To stay Forever Young. I understand him why he doesn’t want to grow up. Life is really full of shits.” I added.

“Yah, you haven’t told me who that person is.” Mark said.