when the party's over • cake (discontinued)

𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒕

"tore my shirt to stop you bleedin'"
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{calum}

when i first met luke, i knew he was the one. he was the toy you wanted when you were younger.

he was gorgeous.

he had a smile that could brighten any room.

and i was in love with him.

but like most toys. you grow out of them. i soon got bored with him.

i got bored with his laugh. the laugh that would effortlessly make me smile.

i got bored with the little things quirks that he had.

i got bored of him.

i don't remember exactly where down the line i fell out of love with him.

but our spark just faded.

like an old memory you had when you were a child.

as you get older you forget the memories that were unimportant.

i'm not saying i won't forget luke.

because i won't forget him. he was my first love.

my "one and only".

we were each others first.

i don't want to break up with him simply because i don't want to forget him.

i don't want him.

but i don't want to leave him.