Distance

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*written in y/n pov*
A/n: request! Prompts/mini series/ anything :)

You wake up in you bed. Alone. Freezing. Tired. Depressed. You haven't seen Billie in months. She told you she was coming home a month ago but she hasn't come around. She refuses to let you see her. You're snapped to reality when your phone buzzed.
Jessi: come over?

You climbed out of bed and headed to the shower. The warm water ran down your back and you shivered. Crying wasn't an option anymore. A part of you wanted to move on but a part of you knew she was coming back. You couldn't look on Instagram anymore. All the pictures she posted with other people made you sadder. You just wanted to be in her arms. You stepped out of the shower and wrapped the towel around your body and headed back to your room. Your phone rang.
Bil would like to FaceTime.

You read it. You didn't answer. You got dressed and headed out of your apartment and to the next door over. You knocked once and the door swung open to reveal a dark haired girl smiling.
"Hey y/n" jessi said pulling you inside.
Your phone rang again and it was Billie again.
"Aren't you going to answer it?" Jessi asked.
"No."
Jessi pulled you onto her couch and cuddled you into her side. You sighed. You wish it was Billie. You wanted to answer the phone but you were too sad too. Your phone rang for a third time and you went to decline it but your finger slipped and you answered it by accident. You shot up and were greeted by a pair of bright blue eyes.
"Y/n? Where are you?" She asked.
"A friends." You spoke shortly.
"Hmm. Well I'll be home in five minutes."
You didn't answer. You saw jessi peep onto the phone.
"Really?!" Billie asked.
"What?" You questioned.
"I guess I won't see you when I get home." She snapped hanging up. You looked at jessi and told her you'll see her later and walked back into your apartment. You sat on the couch and waited for Billie to walk in.
Five minutes later you heard the door open from your living room and heard Billie call your name. You didn't go and greet her. She walked into the living room and you both made eye contact.
"Hi." She spoke.
"Hi." You said looking away.
She walked over to you and sat next to her.
"Are you cheating on me?" She asked
You looked at her shocked.
"You're fucking kidding me!" You yelled.
Billie flinched.
"It's just that you didn't answer me when I called and I saw you-"
You cut her off.
"If anyone should be accused of cheating it should be you! You told me you'd be home a month ago and I didn't get an explanation when you didn't show up!"
Billie was quiet. You were so mad you began sobbing. She reached to touch your arm but you pulled away.
"Y/n I'm so sorry."
"I-i think we need a break." You said
"We had a break." She sniffled, crying as well.
"You told me you'd be home a month ago. Didn't show you. With no explanation. And you think you can just come walking back in and accuse me of cheating?" You asked heartbroken
Billie didn't say anything. She got up and walked outside. You threw a vase at the wall and cried into the pillow that was on the couch.

Twenty minutes later Billie came back in with a bag. She stood in front of the couch.
"Y/n. Please look at me?"
You sat you and made eye contact. Sadness filled her eyes and hurt filled yours.
"I didn't tell you why because of this." She said handing you the bag.
Inside was a bouquet of flowers, a big box. You looked at Billie with confusion as she looked at the floor. You open the box and inside was pictures of the two of you and a smaller box, and a letter. Each picture had a caption of the memory and her favorite thing about you. You open the letter and inside were plane ticket to japan and a note that read
Dear y/n:
We may be young. We may be crazy. We may by stupid. But my love for you is endless. We may be young but I know you're the one. We may be crazy but I know you're sane. We may be stupid but I know you're not. I know that I have never loved anyone as much as I do you. You keep me being the best person I can be. You keep me happy. You love me so I don't have to love myself. I want to spend forever with you. I want to continue to love you forever and ever. And I will. This is my promise to you that one day I will make it official but right now I want to show you my commitment. What do you say?
You looked at Billie as she was bending down on the floor. She reached into the box and pulled out the smaller box and opened it. It revealed the most beautiful ring you have ever seen.
"This is my promise to you forever." She said.
You didn't say anything. You grabbed her cheeks and put your lips together.
"I love you." You said.
Billie smiled. She grabbed your hand.
"I love you more." She said placing the ring on your finger.
She wiped your eyes. "I made this for you. That's why I didn't come home for a month. This is why I didn't tell you why. I made four other rings but they didn't do it justice." She said.
You put your head in your hands and sobbed,"I feel like a bitch now." You said.
Billie laughed softly and pulled your hands away and kissed your face.
"No. Don't. I understand why you were upset."
You sighed.
"I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you." She said tackling you to the couch.
She hovered over top of you and kissed you passionately.
"I love you." You said.
Billie climbed off of you and pulled you onto her chest. You sniffled and she placed kissed on top of your forehead. You listened to her heartbeat and stared at your ring as you began to grow tired.
You were beyond happy. You had your girlfriend back and you were going to spend the rest of your life with her.


A/n: short I know. Request things! Feedback is welcomed. Thanks for reading :))

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