Noona || BTS Jimin Fanfic.

▷Epilogue◁

Jimin's POV

We didn't realize the things that our love ones done for us at first until they are no longer with us. Every single second of our life is important that we have to cherish it, every memories are worth remembering, every loughs and smiles are treasure. People says that we can move on from the pain... And yeah maybe but not really because whatever we do it's still there, as the time passes all of the pain will be gone and the wounds will heal but I'm afraid that mine will take a very long time to heal.

I look at noona and smile as I remember the things that she sacrifice for me and for the sake of our family, I want to say thank you to all those things but the words I wanted to say can't get out of my lips instead of words,  tears are keep on falling from my eyes as I look at the mirrored wall where her jar of ashes is in.

"Jimin we need to go" mom said but I just nod my head as I heard her sigh

"Let him Minjae" I heard father said as they left me inside the house looking cemetery

"Hyung/Jimin" Jungkook and Taehyung said at the same time as I felt a big hand touch my shoulder

"At least she spend her last day with you right? Don't cry chim" Tae said and hug me from behind

I want to stop crying... But the thing is I can't...

"Noona will be sad if she will see you" Kookie said

"But she can't.... She will no longer see me.. Nor wipe these tears.. She's already gone Jungkook *hik*" I said as my voice cracks, Tae sighed and took Jungkook with him outside and Jin hyung went inside

"I know you miss her... I do too. I know that you are hurting more than me... I'm not saying that you have to forget about her but you have to smile... For her... At least she's now free from pain that she's enduring all through those years" Jin hyung said while sitting on a chair near the glass wall,  I look at him only to see him looking at noona's jar too so I walk towards him and sit beside him

"It hurts that I can't even say a proper goodbye to her... That I didn't have a one last picture of us together... That I can't even take her to the places she wants to go with me... It hurts to watch her peacefully sleeping beside me with a smile on her face but... She's no longer there... I wish I can turn back the time so I can focus on making her smile than hurting her with my actions and words" I said while looking at my feet as my tears are like rain

"She said that I need to give it to you when the day has finally come" Jin hyung said so I look at him,  he is holding a bankbook together with a note he stood up and put it in the chair and he went outside leaving me with it so I took it and read the note

Yah chim-chim if you are reading this it only mean that I already passed away,  I tried to hold on but my body can't so I put all my money in the bank I work hard for that money and I want you to use it for your college,  I'm not there anymore to support you but this money will be enough. Remember Jimin that I love you so much don't let their words drag you down OK? I love you forever and always chim-chim. Smile for me♡

I took the bank book and put it in my pocket together with the note... I look at her jar for the last time and went outside... As I step my feet on the ground I look up to the sky and smile

"I will do it for you noona, I love you too" I whispered ad the wind hit my skin

"JIMIIIN!! " I look at the person who said my name only to find Taehyung waving his hands at me.. Beside him was Jungkook and Jin hyung and all of them are smiling

I smile too and wave back as I walk towards them..

Maybe they are right Haneul noona is still watching over me and she will be happy if she see me smiling and happy...

Even if it hurts I will do it for you...

Noona.....

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